44. Jam - [Text] What about the place that we call home...?

[jam_lover_13]

I wonder, I wonder...

How many of us do consider Adstringendum their one and only home, even more home than the world they came from?

I personally do indeed. Even though events can get annoying sometimes, I think I'd miss them, if I came home and actually would remember.

But anyway... Ya know what? I hate Turkeys now!

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[blueeyekamikaze]

The turkeys and these "events" are a nuisance.

But I do have to admit, I find this place a lot less stressful or trying than my previous life.

[jam_lover_13]

Allelujah told me once, that Adstringendum was a place for secound chances...

[blueeyekamikaze]

Then your friend is a very smart friend.
This place is a second chance where we wouldn't have gotten one otherwise. Some of us at least, I'm sure.

[jam_lover_13]

Not really a friend we only talked a few times.

I guess I am one of those who wouldn't have gotten it. Better... I know I won't.
Only sad that we can't use everything we learned here, when we come back home.

[blueeyekamikaze]

Ah I see. Forgive my presumption. I still do stand by that he was right however.

Perhaps when the time comes that we return home we will still have a part of it as a feeling rather than a memory.

[jam_lover_13]

I can only hope so.

Even though it's unlikely.
My future for example is already written and I don't think I'd do any of it if there was something left of this time...
Or maybe...

XD I'm going to PM your account some info

[blueeyekamikaze]

[Hiiro quirks his head to the side at the thought someone's life's already planned out. Unaware of his situation of course.]

We make our own destiny, Beyond.

[jam_lover_13]

I used to think similar.

But there is only one destiny for everyone.

I met people from my future, I read my own story in a book during an event... It all tells me the same end for me.
There's not much to change about it.

((ooc: Err... Could Hiiro please call B "Rue Ryuzaki"? He doesn't give his name to people anymore in fear of the Death Note XD Sorry for never mentioning...))

OH my bad, =3 no problem, he'll call him Ryuzaki from now on then.

[blueeyekamikaze]

[He listens carefully, ending up with a little bit of a frown to hear that Ryuzaki is so put down by all this.]

Hn.
If it's a book from Adstring's event, how can you be certain?
We should be free of our own destiny in order to live our lives, this is why I agree that Adstring is our chance to do so.

[jam_lover_13]

I am sure, because before the book showed up someone from my world already told me that exactly this is going to happen.
For him my death is in the past already.

[blueeyekamikaze]

[Hiiro's expression turns pained by the time that he hears the entire extent of that story. What a horrible fate to go home to.]

I'm very sorry to hear that.
Your world would suffer the loss surely.

[jam_lover_13]

[Stays silent a moment. Oh, yes it hurts to know what will happen... Much, so much]

Anyway...

[Shrugs]

It feels like it won't be me anyway. Who I am now, will die, once I leave this place.