41. Jam - [Text] I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun.
I start seeing things too.
They are all around me.
I thought I'd finally get over A, but this place won't let me or so it seems.
I also saw Kenta and Kuro... and Soujiro.
....
Damn Animus.
Why can't you let me see Shiine-chan?
Seems like I've changed more than I thought. A is still so innocent. The same 16-year old boy he was.
And what am I? An adult man, who lost his innocence in so many ways. I'm covered with other people's blood and tears...
I did never mind.
But besides A, I'm feeling like a monster.
People were right. I AM a monster. Not a human. Never a human. Just an evil monster.
But really who cares?
That Soujiro-hallucination told me he was still here. I wouldn't see him, wouldn't feel him, but he's still here. Loving me. Protecting me. Loving me.
He isn't. It's just what my stupid mind wants to hear.
I don't want to see them...
And could I stop seeing those "L"s on every wall?.
They are all around me.
I thought I'd finally get over A, but this place won't let me or so it seems.
I also saw Kenta and Kuro... and Soujiro.
....
Damn Animus.
Why can't you let me see Shiine-chan?
Seems like I've changed more than I thought. A is still so innocent. The same 16-year old boy he was.
And what am I? An adult man, who lost his innocence in so many ways. I'm covered with other people's blood and tears...
I did never mind.
But besides A, I'm feeling like a monster.
People were right. I AM a monster. Not a human. Never a human. Just an evil monster.
But really who cares?
That Soujiro-hallucination told me he was still here. I wouldn't see him, wouldn't feel him, but he's still here. Loving me. Protecting me. Loving me.
He isn't. It's just what my stupid mind wants to hear.
I don't want to see them...
And could I stop seeing those "L"s on every wall?.