"Can you find me space, Inside your bleeding heart?"

[jam_jam]

I feel more alone then I ever could. I feel less known, less loved, less everything. David threw a pickle at my back when I was walking off towards somewhere. I felt so baaaad. Then he called me a fucken faggot, for what? I do not know. He's just a complete asshole these days. It seems as though he doesn't think before he speaks or he doesn't think at all.

I've been learning the ways of Meditation these past days. I finally got around to reading the book Matthew gave me. Meditating seems like a hard task from what I have read so far. You must free your mind of all negative and positive things and let you mind as it is. wow.

Well bye.