Dec 23, 2005 00:41
So there is Dan. He's is the one that sent me 4,5,9,11,12,13,14. He likes me and I liek him. We've told eachother this and have been doing nothing but flirting. It's nice. We went to the movies and we held hands. And driving to go get Clem and Nate he was tickling my leg. It was nice. This past sunday he worked at night while I was bowling so it was all good. He got out of work and he brought my ball to my car then we walked over to his car. We hugged then looked at eachother and kissed. I mean a full on kiss. Then he slipped a lil tounge. Not what I was expecting. (for those of you reading this do not make fun of me I like this) But yeah totally made out with him. So me being the curious one I asked what it meant and he told me he didn't know. I knew he had to know something so I said yes you do. We went back and forth with that for a few seconds and then went in his car cuz it was freakin cold out there. So I asked again. Then he came out with it. "You ever have a dilema?" And I asked what kind. "The kind where you like two people kind." (not exactly but that pretty much to sum it up) My heart sank. I could not believe that I might be passed up again. Especially with Dan. He is probably the most genuine guy I know. So honest, so smart, funny, friendly, respectful, good looking, etc. I never would have saw this coming. I never thought he would do such a thing. I know you never can tell, but come on it's Dan.
So he gave em the info on this girl. He's liked her since September. They are in Drama so they see eachother everyday. The whole time he was talking about her I just thought more and more that he should eb with ehr and I told him I could not make his choice, but that maybe he should go for her because he gets to see her everyday and he is her age, etc. I've been talking to people and some tell me to follow my heart. Some tell me to just forget about it, and some are just making fun of me cuz of it. MY choice right now is to stick with it. Hopefully he'll come around.
Oh wait I forgot the best part. Thanks to a buddy of mine I have recenlty gotten information on this other girl. This info being that this other girl has a boyfriend. Hmmmmmm.... I don't think that you can date someone who is already taken. But hey I could be wrong. My buddy also knows a girl who is best friends with Dan and she tells him that it's just drama love and that nothing will happen. But this friend does not know any information about me....hmmmmmm.....why you ask? I have no idea. Maybe he's scared cuz I'm three years older than him. I don't know. I just wish that on Saturday at the Christmas oarty he'll come to me and tell me that this was all a game so I could wait and ask you to be my girlfreind for Christmas. I know sounds cheesy, but I think that would be the most romantic thing anyone will ever do for me. Even though it was an awful prank. Making me wait like that. Ha ha I'm getting mad over a fantasy.
But anyways leave em something to think about. LIke what would you do in this situation. I mean I'm gonna do whatever I want, but I would just like to know what others would do.