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tongith was a lovely night let me tell you. so i go to anthony's and he noticed i lost wieght through a sweatshirt hmmmmm..... is it that noticable??? well anyways fooled around and then we started talking about the whole situation. he asked me how he was suppose to be dating this girl when she lives all the way in indiana. i told him i didnt know but i didnt know what to think. so it is solved im the only girl he is seeing well dating in his words. yeah we actually have a little something. im excited. before i even got to his house we were talking on the phone and i was telling him how i was goign to go drink and he was like fine go drink maybe we can get together sometime this week. and i complained saying that i wanted to see him tonight and so i did. but when i was leaving it was like he didnt watn me to go. i know he wanted me to go cuz he had to get up in the morning but i would say goodbye and i would get pulled back in by him. he just makes me oh so happy. i love just lying next to him and.... oh im just happy. im going to believe him that im the only one. one of the first things he asked me today was if i told my mom that it was just a mistake. im kinda glad he is concerned about that. he doenst want to look like an ass in front of her. yeah!!
oh he's not liking the lip ring. i kept it in and he wasnt liking it too much. he didnt mind the hair because i cut it, but i dont think he wants the lip ring. im not sure whether to keep it in or take it out. i mean i am going to be getting a job that will not allow it. i just feel a little silly. im growing up. i dont need to have all this stuff on my ears and face to be cool or to look good. im fine with the way i look and you guys can be too. you survived before i had it and you will after. yeah. as dee says i get checked out where ever i go. sorry to sound self centered.
its getting late and im getting up early in the morning to take a shower and get ready for six flags yea im so excited. i get to ee my sis and my almost bro in law and sami. its going to be one fun day.
I KNOW YOU WON'T READ THIS BUT YOU MAKE MY LIFE COMPLETE!!!!!
oh he's not liking the lip ring. i kept it in and he wasnt liking it too much. he didnt mind the hair because i cut it, but i dont think he wants the lip ring. im not sure whether to keep it in or take it out. i mean i am going to be getting a job that will not allow it. i just feel a little silly. im growing up. i dont need to have all this stuff on my ears and face to be cool or to look good. im fine with the way i look and you guys can be too. you survived before i had it and you will after. yeah. as dee says i get checked out where ever i go. sorry to sound self centered.
its getting late and im getting up early in the morning to take a shower and get ready for six flags yea im so excited. i get to ee my sis and my almost bro in law and sami. its going to be one fun day.
I KNOW YOU WON'T READ THIS BUT YOU MAKE MY LIFE COMPLETE!!!!!