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i got mad at him yesturday. i told him i loved him but it was really hard not being able to see him. i told him i trust him but when i dont get to see him or talk to him im wondering what hes doing. i mean if he has time for his friends such shouldn't he have time for me. so i asked couldn't there be time for me and he said yeah. and i asked him if he wanted to be with me and he said yeah. but again he said that he didn't want to start anything until i get back. he said something i cant remember what but i know what i thought he said and i asked if that meant that we werent going to see each other until i get back and he said no. it was just difficult. and he had to leave so i asked him if he was doing anything tomorrow meaning today and he said that he had to work until630 so i told him to call me when he got home and we could do something.
so i take a shower today. pretty much after i get out i get a call from an unknown number. i pick it up and was like hello. and the voice said hey whats up. i couldnt tell who it was so i asked. it was anthony. : ) he had his grandmas phone and he was on lunch break. awwww he called me. and he wanted to know what we could do cuz he didnt want to go home cuz his moms friends were going to be home. so i said i dont knwo but ill think of something. he called back a little while later saying you might get mad at me but i have to go with my mom to pick up her friends at the airport. i was a little dissapointed but i wanted him to fix things with his mom. and i told him i wasnt mad and that i wanted him to fix things with his mom. and he told me i know we (meaning him and i) need to talk and i know that we need to see eachother and this wasnt helping our situation. and i told him it was ok for today and then he asked me what i was doing on sunday. im not sure if i have to work or not.so we will be spending time together on sunday. he also said guess what so i respond with what. he tells me my bday is coming up soon and i was like guess what. and i tell him im not going to be here. and he tells me that im gonna have to wait a while for my present then. and i asked him what hes getting me and he told me he didnt know. tehn he asked when im actually leaving and i told him about a week and a half and he said that we are going to have to spend as much time together as we can. awwwwww he actually cares. i love it. i almost cried when i got off the phone. he is going to call me tonight before he goes to bed. see i do love him. he just makes me happy. i think its going to be ok from now on.
so i take a shower today. pretty much after i get out i get a call from an unknown number. i pick it up and was like hello. and the voice said hey whats up. i couldnt tell who it was so i asked. it was anthony. : ) he had his grandmas phone and he was on lunch break. awwww he called me. and he wanted to know what we could do cuz he didnt want to go home cuz his moms friends were going to be home. so i said i dont knwo but ill think of something. he called back a little while later saying you might get mad at me but i have to go with my mom to pick up her friends at the airport. i was a little dissapointed but i wanted him to fix things with his mom. and i told him i wasnt mad and that i wanted him to fix things with his mom. and he told me i know we (meaning him and i) need to talk and i know that we need to see eachother and this wasnt helping our situation. and i told him it was ok for today and then he asked me what i was doing on sunday. im not sure if i have to work or not.so we will be spending time together on sunday. he also said guess what so i respond with what. he tells me my bday is coming up soon and i was like guess what. and i tell him im not going to be here. and he tells me that im gonna have to wait a while for my present then. and i asked him what hes getting me and he told me he didnt know. tehn he asked when im actually leaving and i told him about a week and a half and he said that we are going to have to spend as much time together as we can. awwwwww he actually cares. i love it. i almost cried when i got off the phone. he is going to call me tonight before he goes to bed. see i do love him. he just makes me happy. i think its going to be ok from now on.