Feb 17, 2004 02:11
i can hear my heart beat in my ears
i wont call for an hour if i call at all
the bars are closed, i should expect you home
any minute but i wont-i wont because the two hours since the last time
i expected to hear from you were too painful
maybe its not you. maybe i am stuck
maybe it is you. maybe you are out for good. evil? fuck it i know you are just having fun,but why do i have to stay home and risk looking like dominic (fucking retard)
i am not dominic, but you are not comming across as you think you are
no point taken
i wont call till three, but i want to... i want to send you a text message and
ask if you need a designated driver
but i guess youve set it up so youre on your own. i may not call at three
as i plan, because something is nagging at the back door of my mind, saying,
"her phone is off"
hell if it turns out to be that way when you DO arrive youll find all your stuff at the curb instead of me pretending to be asleep