nervous
a pervous nervous day, where i think about all the girlies ive ever known and see all types of girlies i never layed eyes on before. its a wonderful day. a day in the life of a man who will someday become a bla bla bla, but will first become something else. im cashing in- there is a new game of chance i want to play- and i need new chips. JWB on rocks with ice on the swelling. i cant believe im here im so fucking nervous. there are things i dont know and dont want to, but this is something else. i know too much. im going to their home. as an intruder, i will try to ask for what i have already stolen, and if they refuse im keeping it anyway. they wont refuse me... i am just, just nervous, but just all the same. i cant avoid it any longer.