Mar 03, 2004 21:26
loving you far more than you deserve after another weekend like this, and i feel bad because youre hurting. i will never see her. and its not like i didnt give you a million chances to please me in every way possible. i have needs, but im easy, and you have made minimal effort. you should be glad i respected you in the flesh, which is more than you have done for me.
it was just another day to me. i drove out of my way to see you, and tried to do whatever i could to make you smile. i thought lies would end after that day, because i believed you when you told me they would. are there years of horrible shit that you will have to go through before are you going to help yourself? right now you are not only hurting yourself, im here too. help me, weaker than you, i am about to die.