Mar 03, 2009 20:46
R.I.P Josh.
If I could talk to him, I'd say many things.
You were so kind and you always helped me with my math in class.
You'd answer every question I had, even if there were a lot.
You were always quiet & always polite.
You always let me walk ahead of you when we were leaving class, like a true gentlemen.
You were adorable beyond words.
(Sometimes I asked you questions about math just so I can talk to you because I thought you were the cutest thing in the world).
All day I've pictured you with a gun to your head, feeling alone & helpless.
I'm sorry you couldn't find another way out of your pain.
I'm sorry you couldn't talk to someone about your sadness.
I wish someone would have saved you.
I'll always remember you as a great guy that always put a smile on my face.
Now everyday, I have to look at the empty desk next to me in math.
I'll miss you, Josh.