Mar 05, 2010 23:20
I've been so irritated lately. I don't know if it is because of all the work or not being able to use the computer freely. Or maybe it's the frustration I feel from what everybody expects from me. I'm no superwoman and I don't deny. I don't like how because I'm more capable in one area it is appropriate for them to dump everything upon me. It makes me so upset. It's true, I'm still a little girl no matter how mch I think I ain't.
Just thinking about all of this makes me cry. I'm just so frustrated. I was particularly annoyed this afternoon when I had to walk home in the rain. It made me really down and think too much about things.
All the time now, I only say bitter things and seems like there is almost no reason to be laughing or smiling anymore. The world is as bleak as it looks.
!work,
!school,
!family,
!upset,
!life,
!friend