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today's the day.
the big day, where everything i think i might've learned these past five weeks gets tested in front of people. people i know, people i hate, people i love, and people i've yet to meet. people who're going to love what i do, and people who're going to scrutinize every move. people who'll cheer, people who'll laugh. people'll who'll remember me forever, and people who'll forget me the second my 12 minutes of glory are up.
and people who'll change the way i see my own self.
strangely enough, i'm not afraid. my nerves are at ease. i've got this down.
i'm ready.
i look goddamn sexy.
i'm gonna blow minds. i'm a fuckin' rockstar.
(that is, if my goddamn nose piercing gets back in. if it doesn't i'm just going to look like a moron.)
the big day, where everything i think i might've learned these past five weeks gets tested in front of people. people i know, people i hate, people i love, and people i've yet to meet. people who're going to love what i do, and people who're going to scrutinize every move. people who'll cheer, people who'll laugh. people'll who'll remember me forever, and people who'll forget me the second my 12 minutes of glory are up.
and people who'll change the way i see my own self.
strangely enough, i'm not afraid. my nerves are at ease. i've got this down.
i'm ready.
i look goddamn sexy.
i'm gonna blow minds. i'm a fuckin' rockstar.
(that is, if my goddamn nose piercing gets back in. if it doesn't i'm just going to look like a moron.)