E.coli et al
I am so frustrated with Microbiology 107... Who the hell cares how prokaryotic & eukaryotic cells differ? Or how to freakin stain a cell.. Goodness gracious! I'm in my 4th week of the summer semester, which means 4 more weeks & I'm done.I have to admit, some facts are very interesting. I just hate LAB!!!!!!! And I have a very good explanation for that.. while all my classmates compare & contrast the bacteria on the microscope, I stare at the damned microscope seeing a cloud of white.. no matter how I adjust the fine & coarse adjustment knobs, I see NIL!!! So, I go to my teacher maybe like 20 times, & she would adjust it & then voila, the bacteria suddenly manifest themselves in her eyes. And I'm like, duh.... well at least I know how to wear my goggles properly(well, it's not even a skill). So, I know I suck at crafts, art, sewing.. now the microscope..And I have this obnox classmate who will not even pair up with me for the labs..am I too slow for you, bitch? Even if my teacher says we have to do the exercises as partners, the next thing I know is she had finished the experiment.. talk about excited & selfish college kids! And my teacher is Asian, she's a mix of Korean, Japanese, Chinese, maybe Mongolian, & she has this aversion for downtime ma, she got the Japanese discipline in her blood cells! Everytime we meet, there's a quiz & a weekly exam & 2 pre-labs. I do not have a free time anymore.. I had to sneak this personal time from my study time. It is lame.. Poy & I go to the park so I can combine pleasure with hell, ooopss. study... I haven't meditated in a while that's why I feel all my cells are enveloped with electrons (for negativity).. I know I need to feel motivated & inspired.. I just need to type it away.. I'll be fine again tomorrow.