last night at home
our last night at our flat and it feels a bit weird to sleep on the floor. we'll leave this place tomorrow and will stay with a friend. will also drop chomie off at the pet relocation company tomorrow afternoon. also getting a hair cut, which is timely, since my hair is getting harder to manage.
i need to pick up a new hobby to get my mind off food/weight. if there's anything i regret, it was trying to control my weight/going on a diet. i've screwed my thought processes, which sucks because i can never really relax around food. i wish i were back to my old self and not think too much about food. but thinking back, my food habits were never really good in the first place and i have changed bad ones with better ones. i think at the moment my only concern is my inner "wild child" surfacing again and eating everything until the cows come home.
i think over the years my taste have evolved to really love whole foods but i'm just like anyone, a total addict for sugary stuff. i think i just need to fail-proof my pantry in winnipeg so i wouldn't feel guilty whenever i go on an overeating rampage on calorie-dense/nutritionally poor stuff.
i need to pick up a new hobby to get my mind off food/weight. if there's anything i regret, it was trying to control my weight/going on a diet. i've screwed my thought processes, which sucks because i can never really relax around food. i wish i were back to my old self and not think too much about food. but thinking back, my food habits were never really good in the first place and i have changed bad ones with better ones. i think at the moment my only concern is my inner "wild child" surfacing again and eating everything until the cows come home.
i think over the years my taste have evolved to really love whole foods but i'm just like anyone, a total addict for sugary stuff. i think i just need to fail-proof my pantry in winnipeg so i wouldn't feel guilty whenever i go on an overeating rampage on calorie-dense/nutritionally poor stuff.