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School actually went by quickly, today. I zoned out almost every period, which probably aided in the time jump, but, you have to pass time somehow (and learning isn't an option). I seriously loathe math. Correction: It isn't math I loathe, it's Mr. Wendt. He is quite literally el diablo. A girl, Mariya, in his class forgot her bathroom pass in the bathroom, and Lord knows if you forget it, Mr. Wendt will stop the lesson just to humiliate you. So, when he heard the door handle rattle but then stop, he peeked out and yelled to Mariya (who went to get the pass), "I'M LOCKING YOU OUT!" ..And he did. She stood in the hall for a good 10 minutes before he let her in. I don't understand why she didn't walk to the Deans Office. But, I passed the time by texting Jennifer, so, it went by fast.
I had an AMAZING dream, last night. Like, it was so amazing, I slept in until 7:10 to dream the rest of it. Yet, I still managed to leave my house by 7:15. I am quite literally, a man. Of course, I looked pretty rough, too. But, the dream, oh my Lord. It was amazing. And it felt so real. Which was a VERY, VERY good thing in my case. ;) I won't go into detail about it, but it all involved Dylan and other people, but Dylan was the most important main component.
I want to sing at different venues for the holidays. Christmas music is my favorite to sing. I love singing in the old hallways in Spruce Creek because the acoustics are so chilling. But, it has to be empty.. with just me. Which rarely happens. That's my favorite. :) I called Peggy, the music coordinator from Jennifer's wedding, to ask about events that she may know of with churches that I could sing at in the next month or so. I didn't get ahold of her, so I left her a voicemail and I haven't gotten a call back. I sure hope she calls me back.
I want to pray and ask God to come into my life stronger than I've ever experienced, but I'm scared. It sounds rather foolish, but I'm afraid of confrontation. I know I haven't lived my life in the past months as He would like me to. I haven't sinned or anything, but I just don't walk shining His light. I think he's disappointed, which is why I'm afraid to pray and ask of Him. It sounds kind of stupid, but I've been contemplating it for a while, now. I won't live up to my full potential if He isn't guiding me. So, I need to lose the foolishness and just pray.
More later, perhaps?
I had an AMAZING dream, last night. Like, it was so amazing, I slept in until 7:10 to dream the rest of it. Yet, I still managed to leave my house by 7:15. I am quite literally, a man. Of course, I looked pretty rough, too. But, the dream, oh my Lord. It was amazing. And it felt so real. Which was a VERY, VERY good thing in my case. ;) I won't go into detail about it, but it all involved Dylan and other people, but Dylan was the most important main component.
I want to sing at different venues for the holidays. Christmas music is my favorite to sing. I love singing in the old hallways in Spruce Creek because the acoustics are so chilling. But, it has to be empty.. with just me. Which rarely happens. That's my favorite. :) I called Peggy, the music coordinator from Jennifer's wedding, to ask about events that she may know of with churches that I could sing at in the next month or so. I didn't get ahold of her, so I left her a voicemail and I haven't gotten a call back. I sure hope she calls me back.
I want to pray and ask God to come into my life stronger than I've ever experienced, but I'm scared. It sounds rather foolish, but I'm afraid of confrontation. I know I haven't lived my life in the past months as He would like me to. I haven't sinned or anything, but I just don't walk shining His light. I think he's disappointed, which is why I'm afraid to pray and ask of Him. It sounds kind of stupid, but I've been contemplating it for a while, now. I won't live up to my full potential if He isn't guiding me. So, I need to lose the foolishness and just pray.
More later, perhaps?