Fate
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Title: Fate
Length: One shot
Author: Ying unnie ^__^
Pairing: Yunjae
Genre: slightly drama and fluff
Rate: PG
Disclaimer: I don’t own anything…
Summary: Do you believe in fate?
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Fate
Any of you believe in fate? Fate to meet your future love, your forever love? I never did. I never believe in such a thing. Because my life was not like that. My life was planned from the beginning. People around me planned everything for me, since I was born. I followed the path they laid in front of me without questioning or arguing. I was always their good son.
But this time was too much. I had to get away. I must. Eventhough it was only for a little while. I had to.
“Yunho-ah, what make you come to Seoul? You never leave home before.” Yoochun, my best friend since childhood asked the question that I never wanted to answer. I just wanted to forget the truth for awhile.
“I just feel like getting away from home for awhile…” I plastered a fake smile at him. Yoochun knew me well enough not to continue asking.
“I’m glad you chose to come to me…” Yoochun patted my shoulder, understanding what I wanted. He was always a city type kind of guy. He came to study in university in Seoul but he would go back home every year to meet his family and me.
“Yunho darling… You’re finally graduated and you become adult now. We believe you have enough ability to take care and be responsible for another person’s life…” My mother patted my back lovingly. She gave me gentle smile.
“You will meet your future fiancé next week and get married in 10 days. We’ve prepared this for you before you were born. It’s a long term arranged engagement. Hope you’ll be prepared by then…” My father said firmly.
My life was all planned. I could not even choose my own bride. What worse was I did not want to have a bride, but a groom. They did not know about it. In fact they did not care.
“Hey Yunho. Let’s go clubbing tonight. My college friend will bring his friends along. It will be fun for you to meet new people since this is the first time you’re in Seoul.” Yoochun nudged me as he slipped the phone back in his pocket.
“Sure. Why not??” I would do whatever I wanted here. I had only 10 days to live my life the way I wanted, the way I could not do back at home. I had to use this chance before I regretted it forever.
I left my backpack in Yoochun’s car as we went straight to the club after picking me up from the train station. Night life in Seoul was so amazing. It was so bright even it was a night time. People all dressed up and went out enjoy lives. They drank, dance, and chatted happily with their friends or love one.
Yoochun took me to his usual club. He spotted his friend and went straight to him. He hugged and kissed his friend passionately. I should have known that was not his regular friend but special friend. After all Yoochun and I were friends for a long time and we did not lie about who we were to each other.
“Yunho, this is my Su. Su-ah, this is my childhood’s friend, Yunho…” Yoochun introduced me to his cute boyfriend. I smiled at them.
“Well hope you will enjoy your first time in Seoul, Yunho.” the guy named Su smiled nicely at me.
“My friends will be here soon. So you think you’ll be ok by yourself for awhile?” he asked with concern.
“Yeah…I’ll be fine… You two go ahead and do whatever you want…” I smiled and shooed them away. I knew they must have missed each other a lot because their locked eyes and tangled hands were never left each other. They smiled at me and left to the dance floor.
I sat in the corner, watching people chatting and dancing. Girls came to me and asked for a dance. I politely said no to them. This would be the only time that I did not have to pretend to like them.
Just when I was refused a 6th girl who asked me to dance with her that night, my eyes caught a tall slim figure not far from where I was. I had never seen anything so beautiful and angelic like this in my life. The cloth that was wrapped around his body was simple but stylish, complimented his slender body very well. His movement was like a queen prancing through the dance floor elegantly. I was drawn to his beauty. My eyes were fixed on the gorgeous boy while my feet led me to him unconsciously.
“Err…” All I could say when I knew I was only inches away from him.
He turned back and starred at me. Our eyes met. We did not say a word, only looked at each other’s eyes. I did not know how long we had been staring at each other. When he finally let out his sweet smile, I held my heart as I stopped breathing. Those big sparkling eyes were so mesmerizing. I was lost in it.
“Hello…” His voice was so sweet. I found it was hard for me to gain back my strength to open my mouth.
“H…Hi…” I stuttered as my eyes were still on his gorgeous face.
I was not really sure what happen after that. I just knew that I picked up my backpack from Yoochun’s car and followed him to wherever he wanted to lead me. I did not know why I loved the feeling of having the stranger’s hand tangled with mine. And I knew that I would not want to let go the warm feeling I had.
He took me to his apartment. It looked nice and neat. He threw my backpack on the couch. He took my hand and led me to the bedroom. I obediently followed him. This would be the time I did not want to protest or argue. When we entered the bedroom, he locked the door and turned back to me.
We did not need to talk. We both knew what we wanted. My heart beat crazily as I leaned in to kiss him. He smiled and closed his eyes. I smiled at him as he was waiting for my kiss. I closed my eyes and let our lips met. His arms came up to my neck as my arms went around his waist and pulled him close for a deeper kiss. His waist was so slim. I was so afraid that I might break him if I held it too tight. It was surprising to me that how kissing a stranger felt so warm and so right.
We clumsily touched each other. Not for long, our clothes flew off everywhere. We landed on the soft mattress as our lips were still locked on each other. I never felt so excited and alive like this before. He was like fuel making my desire burnt quicker than I could imagine. He left my lips and went kissing me everywhere. When he went down on me, I was lost. I grasped his hair softly as to tell him to slow down.
“Please…erm…”
“Jae….call me Jae….”
“Hi Jae. I’m Yunho….please slow down… It’s my first time…to…to go all the way….” I felt embarrassing confessing something like this to stranger. He giggled cutely.
“I don’t know if this will make you feel better or worse….It’s my first too…” Jae smiled sweetly to me.
“Take it slow….Jae…” I smiled and leaned back on the bed, enjoying us.
“Whatever you like Yunho~”
That was all we need to know about each other. I did not want to know more than that. I did not want this dream to disappear.
Jae’s soft lips were amazingly making magic on me. I came into his mouth. I pulled him up and kissed him passionately. I could taste my own juice in his mouth and it was very sweet when it mingled with Jae’s sweet scent. His sweet sexy whisper turned me on even more. I did not wait for him to give me a second warning. I got on top of him, working on him till he moaned out my name. I was so aroused by his seductive moan. I could not control my desire any longer. I picked up my pace everytime he called out my name lustfully. I was lost in him once again. When I felt his body stiffened up, I knew he was about to go soon.
“Wait for me Jae….” I whispered softly in his ear. He nodded slightly as he was holding on to me for his dear life. My last thrust was hard and deep as I let out a sound of satisfaction. I left my seed in him as he left it on my stomach. I was about to pull myself out but Jae stopped me.
“Please don’t….stay in for awhile…” Jae held me down. I smiled at him, kissing him on the lips and laying my head on his chest. I could hear his heartbeat that went crazily because of me.
Our first time was quick and rough. Our second and third were getting better. I did not know how many rounds we did it that night but everytime we did, I could feel passion run through our bodies. It was not only lust.
“Jae…” I looked up to see his sleepy face. He was so gorgeous even when he looked sleepy.
“Hmm…”
“Ca…Can I spend time with you….for a week??” I got nothing to lose. I was about to meet my future fiancé and got married in 10 days. This would be only chance I could find my own happiness. And I knew only the person in front of me now could give me that. Jae slowly opened his eyes and looked at me. I felt so stupid asking him something like that. Then he smiled at me.
“How could you read my mind? I was about to ask you…to stay with me…” Jae gently rubbed my lips with his finger. I held his hand, kissing it as to say thank you. I lied down next to him and pulled him into my arms.
“Thank you…” I kissed his temple and watched him snuggled close to me and drifted to sleep slowly.
Spending my time with Jae was bliss. I spent every minute with him with no regret. It was the happiest time of my life. We went on a date everyday, dinned in exclusive restaurant every night. We shared laughs and kisses countless time. And we went wild making love everytime we felt like it. It did not matter if we were inside or outside his apartment. We did it when we wanted to.
“I planned to go on vacation after graduated with the money I’ve saved for four years…” Jae said once we were sitting by the Han River.
“But I don’t think I have enough time to do that…So I’ll spend them all when you’re here with me…” he smiled at me and leaned his head on my shoulder.
“You’re not alone there Jae…” I held his shoulder tightly.
“My long time saving is no longer necessary. I’ll spend them all here…with you…” I kissed his temple softly and he circled his arms around my waist.
I did not know about the whole story of Jae but I knew that he did not enough time to do what he wanted to do. He had to go somewhere soon and would not be able to live his life the way he wanted. Just like me…
That fact even made Jae and I connected to each other deeper. I was happy that the person he chose to spend time with was me. We promised each other that every single minute we were together, we would live our lives like there was no tomorrow…lived our lives only for Jae and Yunho.
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“How was your trip son?” My father hugged me as soon as he saw me stepped out of the train. I did not answer and let him hug me.
“Glad you’re home. We have lots to prepare before you’ll meet your fiancé in 2 days.” My mother did not even bother to ask how I was.
I was back to reality. The world that I wished I did not know but it was only the truth that I could not deny. I came back with nothing left in me, my empty body with no soul. I had left my heart with the person I spent the whole week with, the only person I could say that I loved. It was painful coming back to the place where once was my happy home. But that was changed since the day I met Jae.
My parents were busy arranging the house for my future family to visit. I followed their orders as usual but my mind was not there. My mind was always with the big round eyes boy in Seoul. I missed his eyes, his smile, his touch, his kiss, his smooth skin underneath me, his voice calling out my name. I missed him terribly.
“Yunho darling…” My mother tapped me from my day dreaming.
“Go to the City Hall to check if your uncle is available yet. We need him to be here soon…” she said.
“Yes Umma…” I picked up car key and drove to town. My mind was not with my mother’s order but it was back to my love in Seoul.
“Jae…..” It was always him coming through my mind.
Next thing I knew I drove pass the City hall and out of the town gate. The car took me back into the city of Seoul. My mind told me to follow my heart. I needed to see him badly. I only left him yesterday but I could not spend my day peacefully without thinking of him.
After few hours of driving, I finally parked my car opposite Jae’s apartment and went straight inside the apartment. I did not bother to wait for the elevator. I ran up the fire exit stairs until I reached his floor. My heart was thumping crazily when I knocked on his door. There was no respond. I turned the knob slightly but it was surprisingly not locked. I took a deep breath and went inside the familiar room with my eyes closed.
“Jae…” I called out his name and opened my eyes. I found only empty space. Nothing was left in the room. I started to feel sting in my eyes. I walked around the apartment with tears rolling down my face. No more couch that we used to cuddle. No more dining table we used to sit and feed each other. No more soft bed we used to make love to countless time. And no more Jae…my Jae.
I drove back home lifelessly. What did I expect? I did not know a damn thing about him because I did not think that was necessary. Now he was gone and I had no idea where he was. I stopped the car and cried my heart out. Why this had to happen to me? Why I did not hold on to him when I could? I held on to the Gucci necklace that he gave me before I left. It was the only thing I had to remind me of him.
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“Are you excited Yunho?” My mother asked me cheerfully. She did not notice which mood I was in at all.
“Yunho…” My father called me. I turned to him.
“You are always a good son to us. I know we forced you to do many things you didn’t like. And you never refused but obeyed our orders. You followed everything we asked you to do. I’m really appreciated that. This time I will ask you if you want this to happen. Do you want to marry to the person you never met? If you agree, I can assure you that this person is very good, sweet and gentle. But if you don’t, I won’t force you to. Just tell me…” my father said firmly. This was the first time I felt like my father understood me. I looked at him and smiled.
“Appa, I know that you love me and want all the best for me. If this is my fate, I will accept it. I won’t run away from it. I’m sure what you chose for me is always the best…” I smiled at him.
“Ok son… now let’s go to the room to meet your future fiancé and wife…” My father pulled me up and led me to the room. He sent me into the room, tapping my shoulder slightly before closing the door.
I looked back to the person behind the thin bamboo blind. I went to sit in front of her. The room was deadly quiet. None of us spoke a word. I heard a little sob from her.
“H…Hi…” I thought it was be a good idea to say something.
“Hello…” the person was still sobbing.
“I…I will be….your fiancé… I’m Kim Jaejoong…” I stopped breathing as I felt so familiar with the voice.
“Kim Jaejoong…….Jaejoong…….Jae………” I kept repeating the name.
‘No it could not be….’ I got up and rushed to the person behind the blind. The blind fell down from my harsh pull, revealing a familiar figure. The figure that I thought I had lost forever.
“Jae….” I called out softly as I sat down next to him.
“Yun… Yunho…” Jae looked shocked to see me in front of him.
“Oh gosh…it’s really you!!” he cried out and hugged me tightly.
“Yes…Yes!! It’s really me!!…” My voice was shaky and my tears started to run down freely. I pulled him to my lap and hugged him tighter. We both cried like baby.
“How…How could this….” Jae couldn’t finish his sentence before I sealed his lips with mine. I missed him badly. I missed his lips, his kiss. Jae did not fight but returned the kiss eagerly. We lingered on each other’s lip. None of us wanted it to end. Jae finally pushed himself away from me slightly. He palmed my face and stared at me. I looked at him and saw the same reflection I had for him in his eyes. I saw love.
“So this is what you mean by not having enough time to go on vacation…because you have to get engaged….to me…” I smiled cheekily at him.
“Yah… I did not know that my future fiancé is going to be the man I felt in love with and gave my…first time to…” Jae was blushing as he circled his arms around my waist and snuggled close to me.
“And I did not know that I would fall in love and lose my virginity to my future fiancé or I should say wife??” I chuckled when Jae pinched my stomach playfully.
“You know that I went back to see you at your apartment two days ago. I was so upset to find nothing left there. I cried all the way from your apartment to my home. I looked horrible and pathetic…” I said as I stroke his hair lovingly.
“I told my parents that I did not want to get engaged because I was in love with someone else. My parents sent someone to pick me up after you left only few hours. They moved everything in the same day. When I was home, they locked me in the room because they were afraid that I would run away. ” Jae said softly.
“Would you?” I looked at him in the eyes.
“Su told me to run away but I could not do it to my parents.” Jae looked down.
“Su? As Yoochun’s Su??” I was surprised when Jae nodded his head. One way or another, it was my fate to meet Jae that night no matter what.
“I could not just run away and look for you. I did not even know your real name. All I know was that I love you and I gave you…”
“This??” I showed him the necklace he gave me. He looked at me, sobbing harder.
“I never take it off. It reminds me of you. I want to feel you close…”
“Yunho~” Jae crushed my costume and cried on my chest.
“I’m sure you’ll do the same thing because you love me…” I said, stroking his hair as to calm him down.
“Who said I love you…” Jae wiped his tears and stared back at me.
“You did…. You just did…” I shook my head.
“And you did in the past, when we were…making love…you screamed out my name over and over…and you said that you loved me…” I stick out my tongue at him.
“Yah!!” Jae hit me and pushed me away. I couldn’t stop laughing at his blushing face.
“Aw you are so cute~~ my future wife~~” I hugged him and kissed him again and again.
“I’m so blessed that my future has you in it…”
“Me too…” Jae said softly. None of us spoke again. We just enjoyed our presence together. With him in my arms, I did not care about anything else. For the first time I felt that being an obedient son was not so bad.
“So now we have to start saving up money again… we spent them all on our time together…” Jae mentioned, playing with the rim of my costume.
“Oh yeah…. You are right….Well it’s not so bad this time cause we’ll do it together.” I smiled at him. “Plus they’ll pay for our honeymoon so we still have time to save up for our real vacation together…”
“You think how long we will need before we can do our vacation?” Jae felt excited so suddenly when talking about vacation.
“Hmm... I don’t know but let’s spend our lifetime together to figure it out…” I held his face in my palms.
“I would love to…” Jae smiled and kissed me gently.
My heart was happy and warm. I never thought that I would meet and fall in love with my future fiancé. There were millions of people out there. There was no reason for Jae to choose me. But fate brought me to him. He chose me out of all people. And I chose him to be my first of everything. Fate brought us together and to fall in love with one another. Even when we were separated, fate brought us back again. I finally believed in fate.
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Evening my dearly beloved readers... ^^
How was it? I guess i didn't cut out for writing sad stuff.... can't make anyone cry at all -.-"
Well...let unnie/noona know how you guys like it...
Gotta go to bed now babies... had been fighting with puppies all day... kinda tired now...
Goodnight and sweet dreams~~~ *Muah*