Is degrading yourself; calling yourself names supposed to be an appology? If so, I don't want it. You wrote this and you Meant it when you wrote it. You honestly think that I've done all I've done to make you into the person I want, and that I'm just changing you to make myself happy. You know, it kills me that you keep thinking i want you to change for me. I keep telling you to change for yourself. And then you say you want someody to love you for you, when YOU don't like who you are. You say there's a price for everything, that you gotta give if you wanna get. Well, daniel, i tried to give you all the help i could and didn't ask for anything in return. And all i Got out of it was hurt. And if i could go back in time and make it so i never met you and never tried to help, i wouldn't. I'd still try to help you.
It's not that i MUST know what i'm getting into. It's that i do know what i'd be getting into with you right now. I know what i don't want, and right now, it's you. It's not getting into it and finding out i didn't get what i wanted, it's knowing before i get into it that i don't want you as you are now.
Daniel, the way you think made you write that. All the help i've tried to give you has fallen on deaf ears. The way you think HURTS OTHERS, but not as much as it hurts you.
It's not that i MUST know what i'm getting into. It's that i do know what i'd be getting into with you right now. I know what i don't want, and right now, it's you. It's not getting into it and finding out i didn't get what i wanted, it's knowing before i get into it that i don't want you as you are now.
Daniel, the way you think made you write that. All the help i've tried to give you has fallen on deaf ears. The way you think HURTS OTHERS, but not as much as it hurts you.
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