lets get personal...
livejournal is more personal than myspace, but i still sometimes wonder what kind of stuff i should put on here. i wrote this thing a few nights ago in bordem. i think amandas the only one to have seen it. but hell, why not get it out there in case my computer accidentally deletes it. i havent even read it through, and i wrote it. i think ill call it "perfect". or something. if you have any better titles or suggestions, leave a comment...
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
baby, why not?
we've been together so long.
when i breathe in deep, i can feel the blood rushing to my chest
when im with you, the same happens.
you are the one i want to do this with.
all my life ive been told that i'd be a failure,
that im ugly, stupid, or weak.
your perfections feed all of my desires,
you give all of my insecurites a day off,
just me, you, and our love.
it seems all of the negatives in my life just withered and died.
like my mom's prized flower garden does a few days after my birthday in october.
but who can complain when you've found that someone.
the one that takes that all away,
and leaves only beauty.
so why not now?
why not with me?
it is love, and that is undeniable.
ive never been more sure about anything in my life.
we'll get married and have the ceremony in the gardens overlooking the pier.
i know its expensive, but i will take another job.
anything for you.
and we'll get married.
have 3 kids. 2 boys and a girl.
we'll give them the middle names of your grandparents.
and live a few blocks down from my parents.
when the kids go off to college, we'll just lie around all day together.
remebering old times and remembering old feelings.
feelings that never left.
our deaths wont even make a difference, because we'll be together just like before.
its just a few little pills.
its just a small swallow.
and it can be mine.
my body will wither like mom's prized flowers,
but my mind with be free to be with you.
i'll be free to be with you.
because you must come.
and this is the only place i havent looked.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
baby, why not?
we've been together so long.
when i breathe in deep, i can feel the blood rushing to my chest
when im with you, the same happens.
you are the one i want to do this with.
all my life ive been told that i'd be a failure,
that im ugly, stupid, or weak.
your perfections feed all of my desires,
you give all of my insecurites a day off,
just me, you, and our love.
it seems all of the negatives in my life just withered and died.
like my mom's prized flower garden does a few days after my birthday in october.
but who can complain when you've found that someone.
the one that takes that all away,
and leaves only beauty.
so why not now?
why not with me?
it is love, and that is undeniable.
ive never been more sure about anything in my life.
we'll get married and have the ceremony in the gardens overlooking the pier.
i know its expensive, but i will take another job.
anything for you.
and we'll get married.
have 3 kids. 2 boys and a girl.
we'll give them the middle names of your grandparents.
and live a few blocks down from my parents.
when the kids go off to college, we'll just lie around all day together.
remebering old times and remembering old feelings.
feelings that never left.
our deaths wont even make a difference, because we'll be together just like before.
its just a few little pills.
its just a small swallow.
and it can be mine.
my body will wither like mom's prized flowers,
but my mind with be free to be with you.
i'll be free to be with you.
because you must come.
and this is the only place i havent looked.