Jun 12, 2002 20:42
Well, I remember what I was gonna write and it's about how I never really had any good friends while I was growing up. It really sucks looking back cuz I was reading ad's in yearbooks and I hear my friends talk about their other friends...and it sucks hearing about how much fun they had in high school because of the times they spent with their friends.
And me, I had no one...just myself and my thoughts. Later music came along and that helped, but not that much. Even now, I feel so alone.
Fortunately I'm getting more out of myself and talking to more people, loosening up and stuff. But still, my social development got pretty screwed up while I was growing up. Like I read all these things in peopels yearbook ads where they say to their friends how much they loved being with them and how much fun they had with them and how they feel like they can tell them anything and they wont care and all this stuff....yeah. I don't really know what to say but I gotta go...