Aug 04, 2002 03:00
Well, its 3:00 in the morning and i am as far away from sleep as possible. I wish i could sleep, but i've just been lying there letting my mind wander. Im gona be playing some paintball tomorrow and thats exiting. After that Leah might come and pick me up and we'll just cruise around and chill. Can't wait. I wish i had my licence already so leah wouldn't be the one driving. I wish i could find a job so i wouldn't have to bum money off my parants when ever me and leah want to do something cuz im sure as hell not gona let her pay. I always feel so waird when she trys to buy me something or if her parants buy me something. I feel that i should be paying. I dont know why, but i just feel sceazy when i just tag along and let them get me things. Its time for me to get up off my ass for a change and start making the dough. I had an apiphany. Well, im gona go take a shower and then get some thing to drink. Mabye that will make me a little more tired. Sleep Tight Everyone!