May 20, 2007 19:29
I hate that word more than any other in the english language.
Need.
I want to want, not need. To strive for. To understand.
I never needed anything untill I needed Heroin.
Now I need what little I have.
Need destroys the value of choice, because to need comes before everything.
If you need anything you can't truly want anything, by definition of need want is inconsequential.
I wanted yesterday, I need today, And I'll be insane tomorrow.
But maybe I was insane the whole time.
And maybe I never wanted anything at all.
I'm disgusted.