sleeeep!?
So yeah, its been about a week straight that i've been totally outta my damn mind on some sleep. Usually about 3-5 hours a night, its 15 til 1 right now and I have no notion about going to sleep at this point. Its looking like 3 tonight, gonna need some food. Its a perpetual cycle that I feel like is shaving off my health a small piece at a time. Ive started to listen to alot of girl music and I think its a side effect of the sleep sched. All I can play is robotic metal drumming though, very strange. I stay up for hours playing, I don't understand it at all. Extenze on right now. Thats how you know its late, but its not really.
Okay, my girl? completely amazing. Why? well, i hardly get to see her, but I get real giddy around her. Like a small boy. Like a small boy whose found a golden ticket in his chocolate bar. Perhaps he found a... well, that first one sums it up very well. She makes me laugh, because shes funny and also because of things shes totally not aware of. Its great. Slept over the other night, didn't really feel like sleeping though. Yes, of course its great waking up to her and all that stuff, but i wake up and wanna stay with her all day if I could. Love it.
This weekend should be nice, spring break starts for me, my birthdays coming up in 18 days, (amy keeps count for me), birthdays are her thing. Im not even really looking forward to them for some reason. I just wanna be with my friends and mostly Amy. I get real love sick through the week, sleeping in my car haha. Next weekend is gonna be "the slam dunk", mostly because were gonna get together at Mar's house and have a little championship of cards, have a few, and at the end of the night? romance my girl till the break of dawn. haha okay, i'm joking about that last one. Sleeping over though, cuddling and all that jazz, def my fav thing to do. Thats what im looking forward to.
See?! This is getting real long and I have no intention of stopping right now. Whats happened to me? Im about to practice, and that means for hours on end. 8:30 tomorrow, school, statistics to be clear. Only 2 more days this week of stats and im done for a good while. well, cya.
Okay, my girl? completely amazing. Why? well, i hardly get to see her, but I get real giddy around her. Like a small boy. Like a small boy whose found a golden ticket in his chocolate bar. Perhaps he found a... well, that first one sums it up very well. She makes me laugh, because shes funny and also because of things shes totally not aware of. Its great. Slept over the other night, didn't really feel like sleeping though. Yes, of course its great waking up to her and all that stuff, but i wake up and wanna stay with her all day if I could. Love it.
This weekend should be nice, spring break starts for me, my birthdays coming up in 18 days, (amy keeps count for me), birthdays are her thing. Im not even really looking forward to them for some reason. I just wanna be with my friends and mostly Amy. I get real love sick through the week, sleeping in my car haha. Next weekend is gonna be "the slam dunk", mostly because were gonna get together at Mar's house and have a little championship of cards, have a few, and at the end of the night? romance my girl till the break of dawn. haha okay, i'm joking about that last one. Sleeping over though, cuddling and all that jazz, def my fav thing to do. Thats what im looking forward to.
See?! This is getting real long and I have no intention of stopping right now. Whats happened to me? Im about to practice, and that means for hours on end. 8:30 tomorrow, school, statistics to be clear. Only 2 more days this week of stats and im done for a good while. well, cya.