nurse, would you please prep the patient for the sexual doctor
tonight we went to becky's birthday party for a second and then left to go to luke's secret party/show thing, it was pretty good, i saw some kids i haven't seen in forever. i was pretty pissy tonight. i think i can give myself some credit for that, pissiness isn't unwarranted that often. alot of people are a disappointment, sometimes the mechanical social nature and dull non existant wit of almost everyone wears down my nerves until i feel like vomitting on the next person that speaks, the next fucking person that laughs at anything anyone else says. just running through the same fucking cycles i guess, at least the sudden normalcy of the sun being out during the day, and some warm car rides are starting to perk me up a little. i definately need some more perk in my life.