Dec 08, 2005 19:45
Well things are going ok. I payed for my cap and gown and so ill be graduating May 25th and will not be in high school anymore. I payed for my feild trip to see King Tut on January 26th. Cap and gown was 55 and the feild trip was 75. Brittni's going to be going on the feild trip too so itll be even better. We're doing good cept for the not being able to see eachother cept at school. Last weekend we did get to and the weekend b4 that we did but this weekend we cant because her moms not letting go anywhere. I wish i dint have low self-esteem about girls cuz then i wouldnt be scared about her losing interest in me lol. When my brother was down we had a lot of fun. My sisters in law and my brothers were messing with me about the hickies on my neck lol. We went to rainbow springs and i bonded with Madison. Shes so cute lol. Matt and Angie were scared when i was on the gazebo thing with her lol. I went out to eat with my cousins and my aunt i havnt hung out with since i was like 6 or something. I dont want anything for Christmas. IDK i think ive out grown christmas. Im trying to get a job at this gas station and im going to call them tomorrow to see whats up. Im giving up on the Military so im going to go do construction and take night classes at ITT tech i guess. That way i can still earn good money, go to a good school and still be around here. IDK its just so weird thinking that soon im going to be out on my own. its bad enough im an adult... i dont wanna grow up... im too scared...
Jake Seifer Hensley