crappy
Well yesterday my mom said that we need to have a talk. about 2 weeks ago she went and got surgery to have her ovaries removed. Well they found out that she has cancer in her uterus and she has to have it removed. The problem is, is that if it spread anywhere else then she'll have only a few months to a year tops to live. Idk when shes supposed to go into surgery. She told me for the rest of my life i have to go in and periodically get checked out for cancer because it runs in both sides of my dads family and one side of my moms family. so that means that it runs in both sides of my family. this fuckin sucks im just... idk. Not only that but someone else i know is dying and thats making me cry also. Im not going to put up who cuz hes not my family and idk if it would offend anyone. But im trying to stay strong and not cry specially for his grand daughter. He was the first person in my life who i acctualy believed what he was teaching me. He freakin baptized me and ugh idk. This is just freakin gay. This is why I hate october. one of the many reasons why i dont like it. Each year i hope for November to come. october should just be done away with. Well yesterday my mom said that we need to have a talk. about 2 weeks ago she went and got surgery to have her ovaries removed. Well they found out that she has cancer in her uterus and she has to have it removed. The problem is, is that if it spread anywhere else then she'll have only a few months to a year tops to live. Idk when shes supposed to go into surgery. She told me for the rest of my life i have to go in and periodically get checked out for cancer because it runs in both sides of my dads family and one side of my moms family. so that means that it runs in both sides of my family. this fuckin sucks im just... idk. Not only that but someone else i know is dying and thats making me cry also. Im not going to put up who cuz hes not my family and idk if it would offend anyone. But im trying to stay strong and not cry specially for his grand daughter. He was the first person in my life who i acctualy believed what he was teaching me. He freakin baptized me and ugh idk. This is just freakin gay. This is why I hate october. one of the many reasons why i dont like it. Each year i hope for November to come. october should just be done away with. Well yesterday my mom said that we need to have a talk. about 2 weeks ago she went and got surgery to have her ovaries removed. Well they found out that she has cancer in her uterus and she has to have it removed. The problem is, is that if it spread anywhere else then she'll have only a few months to a year tops to live. Idk when shes supposed to go into surgery. She told me for the rest of my life i have to go in and periodically get checked out for cancer because it runs in both sides of my dads family and one side of my moms family. so that means that it runs in both sides of my family. this fuckin sucks im just... idk. Not only that but someone else i know is dying and thats making me cry also. Im not going to put up who cuz hes not my family and idk if it would offend anyone. But im trying to stay strong and not cry specially for his grand daughter. He was the first person in my life who i acctualy believed what he was teaching me. He freakin baptized me and ugh idk. This is just freakin gay. This is why I hate october. one of the many reasons why i dont like it. Each year i hope for November to come. october should just be done away with.