I've tried to let you see me for yourself

May 04, 2005 08:11

Note to Bills, left on the paper today:


Just...just tell me, Bill, please? if you can? You want so so much to be you, whole, grounded, purposeful, fun, alive: and all I've ever done is say "I want that for you, too, but I can't help you get there by hurting you..." Couldn't rape you, couldn't let you drink, couldn't let you die...wish you didn't need to cut...only want to help, but know I still hurt you...So, how else do I hurt you? and how can I stop, if I don't know? I know you know...please, tell me?

VIRGO (Aug. 23-Sept. 22): Of all the world's landlocked countries, only one maintains a navy: Bolivia. Until 1879, it had a seaport, but lost it in a war with Chile. Over a century later, it has thousands of sailors but only a single sea-worthy ship, which it keeps docked in Argentina a thousand miles away. Its quixotic fixity of purpose seems to be a symbolic declaration that it intends to someday once again have land bordering the ocean. I see a certain resemblance between Bolivia and you right now, Virgo. You also cling fiercely to a starry-eyed commitment that might appear unrealistic to casual observers. The difference is that your dream, as opposed to Bolivia's, is not entirely hopeless. You will receive a sign this week that reveals why.

SAGITTARIUS (Nov. 22-Dec. 21): History's longest conflict between nations was the Hundred Years' War, which England and France fought for 116 years between 1337 and 1453. The shortest war ever was between Zanzibar and England in 1896. It lasted 38 minutes. Whether the hostilities you enter into in the coming week will resemble the former or the latter may all depend on two factors: 1. how open you are to learning from the other side; 2. how willing you are to acknowledge your own role in creating the circumstances that led to the dispute.

From Rob: www.freewillastrology.com for May 5-11 2005

That song, again...

Jann Arden
Thing For You
Written by - Jann Arden and Russell Broom
From - Greatest Hurts

La la la la la la la la la

I feel like you know me
I know well I know I know you do
I've got this thing going on
Inside my head
I've got this thing for you

I like your face I like your body
Like your feet I like your nose
I like your chest beneath the covers
Like your heart I like your soul
I like your life inside me pounding like a heart inside a dream
Inside a dreamer that's been dreaming of a perfect symphony

I like the way you walk beside me like a paper in the wind
The way you swing your arms so gladly
Where you end and I begin
I like everything
About you
Baby I do

I feel like you know me well
I've tried to let you see me for yourself
I feel like I'm…I'm out of my head
I've got this thing for you

I like your face I like your body
Like your feet I like your nose
I like your chest beneath the covers
Like your heart I like your soul
I like your life inside me pounding like a heart inside a dream
Inside a dreamer that's been dreaming of a perfect symphony

I like the way you walk beside me like a paper in the wind
The way you swing your arms so gladly
Where you end and I begin
I like everything
About you
Baby I do

La la la la la la la la la
La la la la la la la la la

I like your face I like your body
Like your feet I like your nose
I like your chest beneath the covers
Like your heart I like your soul
I like your life inside me pounding like a heart inside a dream
Inside a dreamer that's been dreaming of a perfect symphony

I like the way you walk beside me like a paper in the wind
The way you swing your arms so gladly
Where you end and I begin
I like everything
About you
Baby I do

La la la la la la la la la la la la la
La la la la la la la la la la la la la

©2001 Universal Music Publishing - division of Universal Studios Canada Ltd./
Girl On The Moon Music/Russell Broom
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