Looking in a Mirror 1/?
Title: Looking in a Mirror [Chapter 1]
Fandom: SS501
Pairings: MinSaeng
Rating: PG
Warnings: AU, Angst, [Mention]Character Death, Un Beta-ed
Author's Notes: *flails and sighs* This is one of those chapters where i'm just not happy with how it turned out. Chapter 1 the lock and hold chapter and I just cant' get it to stick right. I hope you guys arn't to bored with it. I tried my hardest and I assure you I'll make the 2nd chapters and so on better in the future. *bows a thousand times over* Ah, for those that havn't seen it yet...The trailer... Trailer clickie
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"I can't!"
"You Don't have a choice..."
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"Sir,...you have a call..."
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"Jungmin!"
"Eunae!"
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"She's Gone...."
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"I'll find him, Eunae...I'll find your killer and make him suffer..."
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"If you can Eunae....Forgive me...."
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The city was as dark as it had been for months. The sky was gray instead of blue, the buildings were only masses to block the sun. Jungmin moved his auburn hair from his eyes slowly turning as he heard a taxi beep for the others to know it was about to take off. He took a step back and turned heading down the side walk. Thoughts clouded his mind of what the months had held. The start, the death of his lover..Eunae. He vowed to not only her but to himself to find her killer. Jungmin wasn't one to hold grudges but the stress of his company, his fights with Eunae before hand,...then her sudden death. Things had piled in on him to fast.
He knew her favorite place, it wasn't hard to guess that the ever animal loving Eunae would love the park. He sat now on a bench examining the area, the young children running and the playing the mothers, young and watching on protectively.
"..I want children one day..."
"We can have children as soon as your ready"
"Jungmin were not even married yet."
" I know we will be"
He laid his head back on on the bench and sighed his eyes closed in a desepret attempt to keep any images of Eunae out of his head. This failed as it was her face that haunted the darkness,of his closed eyes. He opened them with another sigh. This is when he caught the sight of black hair, a gentle smile...
His eyes shot open and he nearly killed himself jumping over the back of the bench. The mothers and the children at the playground stared at him confused but Jungmin didn't take notice of it.
It seemed to take everyone by surprise when he pinned a body to the wall of the bathroom house, his chest pushed against the person's own chest, a sway of auburn and black hair before eyes met.
"Eunae..." Jungmin's hand carassed their cheek gently before pulling them into a deep kiss.
He was shocked as he was pushed back but was even more shockedto find that one he had pinned wasn't Eunae, but a young man who shockingly resembled her. Of course it wasn't Eunae, she was...dead.
The young man was breathing hard, two fingers to his lips.
"Sorry....I thought you were someone else..." His eyes shifted away but slowly back not able to look away from that face that looked so close to his precious Eunae.
"..Kim Jungmin " He held his hand out but upon receiving no reply and no sight of his gesture being returned but his hand back by his side.
"...Heo Young Saeng..." The raven haired boy spoke softly.
" I didn't mean too.."
Young Saeng shook his head. "It's fine..."
"No....you like coffee right?..Tea? I'll treat you to some."
Maybe it was out of better judgement on both of their parts, it would have been smarter for both of them to just walk away and avoid each other but they didn't. So, here it was, the two sat in a coffee shop, Jungmin with a small cup of coffee, Young Saeng a small cup of tea. Neither had drank.
They didn't let their eyes meet, but Young Saeng knew Jungmin was watching him, taking every feature. Every flawless, perfect feature that resembled Eunae.
"...You said Kim Jungmin?" Young Saeng asked slowly titling his head to look at Jungmin but avoid his eyes. "President of that clothing company?"
"Yeah...though to be honest...I'd do anything to get out of it."
"Why?"
"To many memories now..."
Young Saeng flinched but Jungmin didn't catch it, lucky for the both of them. "What kind of memories?"
This was when Jungmin flinched but he spoke soon after. "....I lost my lover because of that company..."
"How come?"
".....Who the hell knows. It's not like there was a reason behind it."
"There is a reason behind everything..."
Jungmin looked up at him confused and was about to question him but was silenced as a phone went off, a simple ringtone nothing fancy.
Young Saeng pulled his cell phone from his pants pocket and answered it. It was only a few short words of
"Yes Sirs"
"Alrights"
and "Okays" before he hung up and stood from his seat. He gave a small bow before speaking.
"I'm afraid I have to take my leave." Jungmin was about to question it but stopped as he saw said raven haired boy paying the waitress for his tea, before leaving. His tea left untouched.
The bell on the door rung in Jungmin's ears as the door shut. In that boy's absence things felt lonely again....not that he wasn't lonely when he was around. In one quick movement he buried his head in his arms on the table and groaned and spoke a few mumbled curse words.
He had just met the boy, why did he seem so attached.....other then his looks, which resembled Eunae, making him want her back more.
He looked up slowly and his eyes instantly spotted a small black phone on the counter near the waitress from earlier....Young Saeng's phone.
Fandom: SS501
Pairings: MinSaeng
Rating: PG
Warnings: AU, Angst, [Mention]Character Death, Un Beta-ed
Author's Notes: *flails and sighs* This is one of those chapters where i'm just not happy with how it turned out. Chapter 1 the lock and hold chapter and I just cant' get it to stick right. I hope you guys arn't to bored with it. I tried my hardest and I assure you I'll make the 2nd chapters and so on better in the future. *bows a thousand times over* Ah, for those that havn't seen it yet...The trailer... Trailer clickie
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"I can't!"
"You Don't have a choice..."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Sir,...you have a call..."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Jungmin!"
"Eunae!"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"She's Gone...."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"I'll find him, Eunae...I'll find your killer and make him suffer..."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"If you can Eunae....Forgive me...."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
The city was as dark as it had been for months. The sky was gray instead of blue, the buildings were only masses to block the sun. Jungmin moved his auburn hair from his eyes slowly turning as he heard a taxi beep for the others to know it was about to take off. He took a step back and turned heading down the side walk. Thoughts clouded his mind of what the months had held. The start, the death of his lover..Eunae. He vowed to not only her but to himself to find her killer. Jungmin wasn't one to hold grudges but the stress of his company, his fights with Eunae before hand,...then her sudden death. Things had piled in on him to fast.
He knew her favorite place, it wasn't hard to guess that the ever animal loving Eunae would love the park. He sat now on a bench examining the area, the young children running and the playing the mothers, young and watching on protectively.
"..I want children one day..."
"We can have children as soon as your ready"
"Jungmin were not even married yet."
" I know we will be"
He laid his head back on on the bench and sighed his eyes closed in a desepret attempt to keep any images of Eunae out of his head. This failed as it was her face that haunted the darkness,of his closed eyes. He opened them with another sigh. This is when he caught the sight of black hair, a gentle smile...
His eyes shot open and he nearly killed himself jumping over the back of the bench. The mothers and the children at the playground stared at him confused but Jungmin didn't take notice of it.
It seemed to take everyone by surprise when he pinned a body to the wall of the bathroom house, his chest pushed against the person's own chest, a sway of auburn and black hair before eyes met.
"Eunae..." Jungmin's hand carassed their cheek gently before pulling them into a deep kiss.
He was shocked as he was pushed back but was even more shockedto find that one he had pinned wasn't Eunae, but a young man who shockingly resembled her. Of course it wasn't Eunae, she was...dead.
The young man was breathing hard, two fingers to his lips.
"Sorry....I thought you were someone else..." His eyes shifted away but slowly back not able to look away from that face that looked so close to his precious Eunae.
"..Kim Jungmin " He held his hand out but upon receiving no reply and no sight of his gesture being returned but his hand back by his side.
"...Heo Young Saeng..." The raven haired boy spoke softly.
" I didn't mean too.."
Young Saeng shook his head. "It's fine..."
"No....you like coffee right?..Tea? I'll treat you to some."
Maybe it was out of better judgement on both of their parts, it would have been smarter for both of them to just walk away and avoid each other but they didn't. So, here it was, the two sat in a coffee shop, Jungmin with a small cup of coffee, Young Saeng a small cup of tea. Neither had drank.
They didn't let their eyes meet, but Young Saeng knew Jungmin was watching him, taking every feature. Every flawless, perfect feature that resembled Eunae.
"...You said Kim Jungmin?" Young Saeng asked slowly titling his head to look at Jungmin but avoid his eyes. "President of that clothing company?"
"Yeah...though to be honest...I'd do anything to get out of it."
"Why?"
"To many memories now..."
Young Saeng flinched but Jungmin didn't catch it, lucky for the both of them. "What kind of memories?"
This was when Jungmin flinched but he spoke soon after. "....I lost my lover because of that company..."
"How come?"
".....Who the hell knows. It's not like there was a reason behind it."
"There is a reason behind everything..."
Jungmin looked up at him confused and was about to question him but was silenced as a phone went off, a simple ringtone nothing fancy.
Young Saeng pulled his cell phone from his pants pocket and answered it. It was only a few short words of
"Yes Sirs"
"Alrights"
and "Okays" before he hung up and stood from his seat. He gave a small bow before speaking.
"I'm afraid I have to take my leave." Jungmin was about to question it but stopped as he saw said raven haired boy paying the waitress for his tea, before leaving. His tea left untouched.
The bell on the door rung in Jungmin's ears as the door shut. In that boy's absence things felt lonely again....not that he wasn't lonely when he was around. In one quick movement he buried his head in his arms on the table and groaned and spoke a few mumbled curse words.
He had just met the boy, why did he seem so attached.....other then his looks, which resembled Eunae, making him want her back more.
He looked up slowly and his eyes instantly spotted a small black phone on the counter near the waitress from earlier....Young Saeng's phone.