Economic Woes and Exploding Arms

[jairen82]

I'm having one of those weeks. The kind where waking up is hard because the only thing that doesn't suck is sleep. I should really start exercising again, but I just can't seem to get up enough steam to do anything, let alone get my life straight. I've started yelling at myself, trying to climb to a higher altitude above the faltering economy,

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[geisha36]

I have been living this week with you, sharing it, witnessing it. I try to reach out but say the wrong thing; or I feel overwhelmed in the power of your negative feelings and cannot say anything at all. Even now I'm struggling to be heard, understood, in a way that is sympathetic to your feelings and true to myself. But I'm trying. Really, really hard. After all, I'm supposed to be better at writing than I am at speaking. I suppose all I'm trying to say is that I am here for you if you reach for me. I just hope the message is being received.

'We must be willing to fail and to appreciate the truth that often "Life is not a problem to be solved, but a mystery to be lived."' -- M. Scott Peck, American psychiatrist

[jairen82]

Sorry. I guess I haven't been that great of a person to be around this week. Not much you can do really. I deal with my stuff myself, the way I was taught to deal with my stuff, but I have told you everything that's been bothering me. I haven't been ignoring you as an outlet or a strong support, I just felt like writing some stuff down in my journal. It's not really an outcry so much as a statement of fact. I'm not in peril, just thinking...

Thanks for all the support thus far. I love you!