"Alex is being nice? Make the lambs stop screaming"
So I haven't updated in a really long time. As most of you do not know, I am no longer seeing Ryan, for many reasons one being not calling me for almost a month. But I'm fine with that because I wasn't planing on going out with him again anyway. Not much has changed since my last post, although I did have jury duty today and was dismissed yay me :-)
I'm still working at BoA though I do need to look for a second job because I have barely saved for a car :-/ and that needs to change. I'm tired of burdening my parents. And I would like to go out when ever and where ever I want to. I would also like to beable to move out in the near future. I don't mind living with my parents, but at the same time I do. I would like to not have to answer to someone everytime I want to go out or have to tell my mother where I'm going and when I'll be home. I know I'm living with them but why does she need to know every minute detail? It drives me crazy!
In other news... do you guys remember the other guy I liked... I believe I spoke of him in a previous entry... Nate? Yeah well I still like him, and now that Ryan is out of the way I'd like to further our relationship to more than just seeing each other at the bank when he makes his deposits. I know he likes me... everyone knows he likes me, hell everyone knew he liked me before I did. Now it's just a matter of either him asking me or me work up the courage do ask him.... I actually find myself looking forward to seeing him everyday... I know, I'm sad haha. I just don't know what to say I just know I really don't want to do it at work... or at least be discreate about it if I do do it at work. I was also thinking that I could go see him at work and ask there... I know, I suck at this. UGH! What will I do haha.