Like oh my god I'm still alive
Yeah, yeah. I'm still here. Finally checking in to clue you lounge rats into the latest dramatic upheavals in my life. Can't really remember which upheaval I left off on. Got a job. Quit a job. Got a job. Laid off from job. Freelance. Unemployment. Freelance. Unemployment. Currently interviewing for contract position at Blue Cross. But here's the major news, folks:
David and I, sadly, are finito after a good six year run. Problems on both sides, especially mine. It's sad, but I still love him and we are friendly. I hope to always remain close to him. Things just got to a point where I realized I was completely emotionally, physically and spiritually bankrupt. Lost myself, and guess fucking what... I joined Narcotics Anonymous.
Like WHUT?!!!
yeah...
It's actually been a good, if incredibly difficult, move. I feel like it's the right thing for me and that I've been making progress. No drinking and herbals is really hard to wrap your head around, tho. I'm in The Program. That's some crazy shit, huh?
But hey, I'm back on LJ getting in touch with you freaks, and that says something doesn't it? miss everybody... much love.
David and I, sadly, are finito after a good six year run. Problems on both sides, especially mine. It's sad, but I still love him and we are friendly. I hope to always remain close to him. Things just got to a point where I realized I was completely emotionally, physically and spiritually bankrupt. Lost myself, and guess fucking what... I joined Narcotics Anonymous.
Like WHUT?!!!
yeah...
It's actually been a good, if incredibly difficult, move. I feel like it's the right thing for me and that I've been making progress. No drinking and herbals is really hard to wrap your head around, tho. I'm in The Program. That's some crazy shit, huh?
But hey, I'm back on LJ getting in touch with you freaks, and that says something doesn't it? miss everybody... much love.