Wasted Time...

[jaimiecakes]

I can't believe how much time has gone by...I feel like I lost so much time. It's like I have blocked it all out. Except for the fact that I have blocked out the stuff that I didn't want to and can't seem to block out what I want to. I keep replaying all the terrible events, especially those that have just recently happened. I wish that I could take back a lot of things but I know that I can't. I wish that I had known then what I know now. I should have been able to avoid most of what happened...I let my guard down and am paying for it now. At least I learned somethings. I came out of it knowing that I can handle my own mistakes. I know that I can't trust everyone. I know that guys can't be very tricky. I won't fall for it anymore. At least I hope so...

I have been told that I am a flirt. I think that's why I seem to run into problems with the "guys". I know that I can be friendly but I guess I take it to far. I don't mean to flirt, it just happens. I feel so bad. I wonder who thinks that I flirt with them. I hope that they aren't mad at me...

I can't think right now...
The Cakes