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I hate being sick. I started to feel better and now I feel worse than I did before. GRR!!!
Lately I have been overeacting to everything. Things are getting so much better which has allowed to open my eyes to what's really going on. I have made everything a big deal and I shouldn't. I feel so dumb. So what if I have acted out of character, or even beeen mad at someone I never get along with anyway? Why does it bother me? I know that it shouldn't and that I can't control it. I am realizing now that we only live once so we should all do what we want and say what we want. Here goes nothing...
I am not sorry that I kissed him, in fact, I wish I could do it again. I don't regret it but I do wish it could be repeated. It was an action of someone caught up in a moment, that's all, and I really like him so it wasn't like I kissed some random stranger. I shouldn't feel like I did a bad thing.
I have a crush on someone that I work with and pretty much most of the people there know it. I think he does to but I don't know. I know that I should tell him and I will find a way to.
I have been tagged by AJ so here are 20 random facts about me...
1. I hate my hair, which is why I change it all the time.
2. I wish I was more attractive, I mean it, I wish I could turn heads.
3. I miss Brandon, I really do, he always made me laugh and now I need that.
4. I work myself very hard to prevent myself from thinking about things that make me cry.
5. I am finding it hard to stop the thoughts that make cry and want to close the world out.
6. I would do anything to help someone that I cared about.
7. I feel bad when I hurt someone or tell them no, I just want to make everyone happy.
8. Sometimes I focus so hard on everyone else that I overlook myself.
9. I don't want to disappoint anyone.
10. I feel like I am always under everyone's microscope, like I am always being watched/tested.
11. People around me don't always know who I am, just who I can allow myself to show them.
12. I can't be mean to people on purpose.
13. I know that I am a disappointment to my mom, I know that she wanted something that I am not.
14. I love Pretty In Pink, The Breakfast Club, and Sixteen Candles, I watch them all the time.
15. I want to learn to play video games.
16. I am learning how to play the drums.
17. I always have a million thoughts in my head at once.
18. I wish I was closer to those I work with, I like them all, well almost all, and want to do things outside of work.
19. Sometimes I wish I could someone else, just for a day, just to see the world from another view.
20. And lastly, I really would like to leave this world knowing that I made a difference, knowing that I helped in someway, and that I made people around me happy.
Five People That You Wish To Tag:
1. Faye
2. Rosie
3. Becky
4. Deanna
5. Angie
Right now I only like two guys... Jordan and the guy I work with. Other than that all the other guys in my life are just friends, nothing more or less. I am truely sorry...
Lately I have been overeacting to everything. Things are getting so much better which has allowed to open my eyes to what's really going on. I have made everything a big deal and I shouldn't. I feel so dumb. So what if I have acted out of character, or even beeen mad at someone I never get along with anyway? Why does it bother me? I know that it shouldn't and that I can't control it. I am realizing now that we only live once so we should all do what we want and say what we want. Here goes nothing...
I am not sorry that I kissed him, in fact, I wish I could do it again. I don't regret it but I do wish it could be repeated. It was an action of someone caught up in a moment, that's all, and I really like him so it wasn't like I kissed some random stranger. I shouldn't feel like I did a bad thing.
I have a crush on someone that I work with and pretty much most of the people there know it. I think he does to but I don't know. I know that I should tell him and I will find a way to.
I have been tagged by AJ so here are 20 random facts about me...
1. I hate my hair, which is why I change it all the time.
2. I wish I was more attractive, I mean it, I wish I could turn heads.
3. I miss Brandon, I really do, he always made me laugh and now I need that.
4. I work myself very hard to prevent myself from thinking about things that make me cry.
5. I am finding it hard to stop the thoughts that make cry and want to close the world out.
6. I would do anything to help someone that I cared about.
7. I feel bad when I hurt someone or tell them no, I just want to make everyone happy.
8. Sometimes I focus so hard on everyone else that I overlook myself.
9. I don't want to disappoint anyone.
10. I feel like I am always under everyone's microscope, like I am always being watched/tested.
11. People around me don't always know who I am, just who I can allow myself to show them.
12. I can't be mean to people on purpose.
13. I know that I am a disappointment to my mom, I know that she wanted something that I am not.
14. I love Pretty In Pink, The Breakfast Club, and Sixteen Candles, I watch them all the time.
15. I want to learn to play video games.
16. I am learning how to play the drums.
17. I always have a million thoughts in my head at once.
18. I wish I was closer to those I work with, I like them all, well almost all, and want to do things outside of work.
19. Sometimes I wish I could someone else, just for a day, just to see the world from another view.
20. And lastly, I really would like to leave this world knowing that I made a difference, knowing that I helped in someway, and that I made people around me happy.
Five People That You Wish To Tag:
1. Faye
2. Rosie
3. Becky
4. Deanna
5. Angie
Right now I only like two guys... Jordan and the guy I work with. Other than that all the other guys in my life are just friends, nothing more or less. I am truely sorry...