Full moon outside...
Well. i am confused...about lots of things. Everytime i'm in a relationship...i freak...i don't know what i'm suppost to do...and i just start freaking and thinking everything is wrong...and...ugh, i just don't know what to do! i mean, i really like this guy... but i'm freaking about it, we never have anything to talk about...well we do, he just doens't really talk, and he almost seems shy, but hes not...i don't no what i'm suppost to do...relationships freak me out...that and the fact i can't last very long with sumone...ohh this is rediculous, i'm rediculous...i need to figure myself out. i need to find myself, i can't find her, shes lost...i'll let you know when i found her, chances are, it won't be for a very very very very long time.....