Christmas Eve Eve and Christmas Eve.. hehe im silly i know
Alright, so the day before Christmas I spent having dinner and presents with my Brother, Annie, My Aunt Michelle and my Uncle Dennis. We had a good time as always out in Readfield. Aunt Shelley cooks the best food int he world as always.. reminds me of my grandmother.
I came back to go to town to get Gunners last present only to find they didnt have it in the right size. So I shopped around for a dress to possibly go out on New Years Eve with Gunner.. mmm we didnt agree on which dress but im sure ill find something. Then he got outta work and came and picked me up.. we drove back to my house to have dinner, decorate the tree (which ended up him sitting on the couch wathcing football just like the last time) But we hung out and enjoyed time with my parents.. which is always fun with us 4. Then... the day I have been waiting 6 months for arrived... We went to the gazebo at Erksine which is all lit up with christmas lights and went and sat to exchange our gifts.. we had decided that we were gunna have our own little private gift exchange... so he was silly... he got out and opened up the trunk but i wasnt allowed to see what he was getting out so I had to wait to get outta the car... i got out and retrieved mine for him.. and we walked to the gazebo to sit down.
He is so amazing. He gives me my gift and as I open the box there is nothing in it. He pulls the necklace that I have been dying to have out of his pocket. Its so pretty. I cant believe he got it for me. At this time that night I had no idea how he felt about me. We talked baout it the night before and I had no idea where the conversation had led him. I have been waiting for 6 months patiently and everyone around me has been telling me esp latly that there is no hope... that i should just give up... but I just couldnt.. I couldnt for one reason. And now Im glad I didnt..
He asked me ... finally... to be his girlfriend.. I have never heard words so beautiful in my life.. Ive never worked so hard for something or for a relationship.. :) Wow.. I guess hard work and effort really does pay off and the real thing is that good thigns come to people who wait...
Well i gave him his present which is a stainless steel/titanium bracelet that was gorgeous from the minute i saw it. anyways.. we went back to his dorm to sleep, get ready for xmas, and watch a movie.. i slept like a baby! mm always amazing when in his arms.
Christmas Eve arrived and we got up and got ready ot go his moms to celebrate with his family. We went to her house and then out to town to do errands. We did the errands we needed but then Gunner as usual.. did his own little thing.. whcih in turn i had to leave.. i had an idea he shopped for me but no idea what he got. we returned to his moms to find everyone there and ready to visit. I met his grandmother and husband, uncle and we just spent time with others. it was soo much fun. We had a GREAT dinner and then present time came. Gunner got me so much more then I expected... He got me 2 bottles of perfume, a ring, a wallet, 2 books, a necklace, a watch, a sweater and the best of all... the one thing he was shopping for me in walmart - A picture frame (in which I picked out myself but thinking it was for his Grandmother - sneaky boy) It was full of pictures of us that were his favorite.. mm it made me smile soo much.. He is so magnificent. I love what this has grown into. It went from friendship to relationship. mm perfect. Its not just perfect like all people say perfect is. It has its out definition.. its own story.. it just seems like everything we do together just works out. Family time.. time that we work out between work and school to be together... we shop together -- we like the same things.. even thigns that we find that we dont like.. we are honest, mm i dont know.. his kiss... the way he just brushes me when he walks by.. I never imagined us to be like this.. and its great.. the unimaginable became the possible. :)
now here i am sitting between his legs while he is watching TV and having a drink with my parents.. its just harmony..
Christmas is tomorrow.. and I cant wait.. but as much hatred as I have for you and your actions at the moment.. I wish you werent so dang moronic at times.. b/c i would love to share xmas with you for the first time in years.. but .. you make decisions differently.. and I choose not to be around.. im sorry... but I wish you would see..
Im out. Night.
I came back to go to town to get Gunners last present only to find they didnt have it in the right size. So I shopped around for a dress to possibly go out on New Years Eve with Gunner.. mmm we didnt agree on which dress but im sure ill find something. Then he got outta work and came and picked me up.. we drove back to my house to have dinner, decorate the tree (which ended up him sitting on the couch wathcing football just like the last time) But we hung out and enjoyed time with my parents.. which is always fun with us 4. Then... the day I have been waiting 6 months for arrived... We went to the gazebo at Erksine which is all lit up with christmas lights and went and sat to exchange our gifts.. we had decided that we were gunna have our own little private gift exchange... so he was silly... he got out and opened up the trunk but i wasnt allowed to see what he was getting out so I had to wait to get outta the car... i got out and retrieved mine for him.. and we walked to the gazebo to sit down.
He is so amazing. He gives me my gift and as I open the box there is nothing in it. He pulls the necklace that I have been dying to have out of his pocket. Its so pretty. I cant believe he got it for me. At this time that night I had no idea how he felt about me. We talked baout it the night before and I had no idea where the conversation had led him. I have been waiting for 6 months patiently and everyone around me has been telling me esp latly that there is no hope... that i should just give up... but I just couldnt.. I couldnt for one reason. And now Im glad I didnt..
He asked me ... finally... to be his girlfriend.. I have never heard words so beautiful in my life.. Ive never worked so hard for something or for a relationship.. :) Wow.. I guess hard work and effort really does pay off and the real thing is that good thigns come to people who wait...
Well i gave him his present which is a stainless steel/titanium bracelet that was gorgeous from the minute i saw it. anyways.. we went back to his dorm to sleep, get ready for xmas, and watch a movie.. i slept like a baby! mm always amazing when in his arms.
Christmas Eve arrived and we got up and got ready ot go his moms to celebrate with his family. We went to her house and then out to town to do errands. We did the errands we needed but then Gunner as usual.. did his own little thing.. whcih in turn i had to leave.. i had an idea he shopped for me but no idea what he got. we returned to his moms to find everyone there and ready to visit. I met his grandmother and husband, uncle and we just spent time with others. it was soo much fun. We had a GREAT dinner and then present time came. Gunner got me so much more then I expected... He got me 2 bottles of perfume, a ring, a wallet, 2 books, a necklace, a watch, a sweater and the best of all... the one thing he was shopping for me in walmart - A picture frame (in which I picked out myself but thinking it was for his Grandmother - sneaky boy) It was full of pictures of us that were his favorite.. mm it made me smile soo much.. He is so magnificent. I love what this has grown into. It went from friendship to relationship. mm perfect. Its not just perfect like all people say perfect is. It has its out definition.. its own story.. it just seems like everything we do together just works out. Family time.. time that we work out between work and school to be together... we shop together -- we like the same things.. even thigns that we find that we dont like.. we are honest, mm i dont know.. his kiss... the way he just brushes me when he walks by.. I never imagined us to be like this.. and its great.. the unimaginable became the possible. :)
now here i am sitting between his legs while he is watching TV and having a drink with my parents.. its just harmony..
Christmas is tomorrow.. and I cant wait.. but as much hatred as I have for you and your actions at the moment.. I wish you werent so dang moronic at times.. b/c i would love to share xmas with you for the first time in years.. but .. you make decisions differently.. and I choose not to be around.. im sorry... but I wish you would see..
Im out. Night.