What a year it's been....
I couldn't even imagine what 2007 could have in store for me. I'm not sure anything can compare to 2006. There have been so many ups and downs I'm not sure which has more. The beginning of this year was great. I got a wonderful boyfriend who I love very much and made peace with friends I thought I'd never be friends with again. I had an amazing senior year and said goodbye to my best friends as they left for college and the army. I got some guts and jumped out of a perfectly good plane, twice. I went rock climbing and made plans to run with the bulls. I got a tattoo and started college. And just when things were good and I couldn't complain my world came crashing down. I lost my best friend. And here I am now, wondering still why I was sitting at her house without her there.
Vicki,
There is so much I want to tell you. There are so many things that I see everyday that make me wanna pick up my phone to call you and tell you. It is so hard realizing I cannot do that any more. I miss you more and more every day. I think the reason this is so hard is because it hurts we didn't spend as much time as we could have together. Maybe its me. I know that no matter what you were always my best friend and I was always yours. But there is so much more to it. I could go on and on forever telling you different things. Maybe I'll save it for when I get there so we can catch up. Things just aren't the same around here any more. You've taken a part of all of us up there with you so we're all missing a little something. This is going to be one of the hardest years. Watch over us please. We're all going to need it. I miss you and love you more then you will ever know. BFBDNST, forever and for always.
Love always,
Jaimie
Vicki,
There is so much I want to tell you. There are so many things that I see everyday that make me wanna pick up my phone to call you and tell you. It is so hard realizing I cannot do that any more. I miss you more and more every day. I think the reason this is so hard is because it hurts we didn't spend as much time as we could have together. Maybe its me. I know that no matter what you were always my best friend and I was always yours. But there is so much more to it. I could go on and on forever telling you different things. Maybe I'll save it for when I get there so we can catch up. Things just aren't the same around here any more. You've taken a part of all of us up there with you so we're all missing a little something. This is going to be one of the hardest years. Watch over us please. We're all going to need it. I miss you and love you more then you will ever know. BFBDNST, forever and for always.
Love always,
Jaimie