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it;'s been like forever since i wrote, life has jsut been so busy, so full, i have anew job, for all of u who dont; know, i work at world gym in chelmsford, i'd have o say i love it, much ore than damn Market basket, i still wanna burn that place down! i have a wonderful wonderful boyfriend, he;s the light of my life, i see him everyday and i love it, he;s the greatest and trust me, unlike most of my prevous relationships, he cares, deeply about me...ad i love that. he notices everything about me.when i'm mad, when i'm sad, everything! it;s great, i hope it lasts forever.....school wow chool, it sucks mainly, i mean even though it is my senior year (2003 kicks ass!) i still see it as liek ym freshman year.................i'm scared to leave...college seems lieka huge step and i'm basically afraid to take it, i think i;'m more afraid of ening the year liek i've ended all my other, upset, hurt and lonely, if u really think about it, i have never had a bf for prom or semi or end of school or really for any good length f time,a dn that scares me, i want to have a bf to take to prom not just a friend. for anyone who knows me, all this probabally seems like no big suprise, i'm always this paranoid....always