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"We can spend our whole life waiting for the ideal, waiting for everything to match up, to intrinsically work out, waiting for the right place at the right time, or we can play the hand we're dealt and make it work."
I really liked this quote and I think its kinda where Im at right now. This huge part of me is scared of the unknown and the fact that not everything is perfect and lined up how I want it. But who cares? Is it really that hard to just step up to your potential even if theres a chance you'll fail? I guess Im not used to failing and so yeah, it is hard, but I have to do it otherwise I'll end up living my life full of regrets. Anyways....
Had a great weekend with the family. Shaina came Friday and we went over to Brads. Got really drunk, went to some frat party, got even more drunk, left the frat party and ended up back at my apartment. We made a pizza but passed out before we ate it, woke up at 6 and were like what the hell happened? lol, fun night. Saturday, hung over and lovin it, ugh, fixed stuff up for my parents to get here. It was my moms b-day! Yay! So we went downtown and window shopped all day, then went out to dinner then to the glee club concert. It was a great concert but it was 3 hours long!!!! My dad was pissed to say the least. Hes already not a HUGE fan of this kind of stuff but was humoring my mom for her birthday. So at 11 we were finally done and Shaina and I dropped the kids off at the apartment and went out. Went over to Fagans and then to the glee club party where I was promptly left behind. It was fine though. Finally saw Emily fricken Keeping after like 10 years of separation. I missed that girl! Hung out with John and Carl. Those boys crack me up. The cops came so I ended up leaving and went out with Fagan, Shaina and Josh. This is where the drama begins....
His friends were in the diag riding pocket bikes, (for those of you who dont know what they are, they're basically little motorcycles, they look like something a clown or a child would ride.) Well Fagan and Josh decided to ride and this group walks by. As Fagan tries to go around this kid, the guy grabs him and Fagan biffs it off the bike. Well he was up in a flash and beating this kids ass. We all freaked out and all the guys started fighting. This one douche got on top of Fagan and was like spitting in his face. So I tried to pull him off and he pushed me really hard. So..I was furious and kicked him really hard in the ribs. Finally got him off Fagan and then we had some words. I basically told him to f-off and that he should never touch a girl. They all finally left and I am now known as their "biker bitch" cuz I "kicked some guys ass." It was pretty intense but I would never like to do that again.
So Sunday hung out with the fam some more, dad made a wonderful lunch, Fagan came over to eat with us. Went to choir practice which took way to long and then came back here and about crashed for the rest of the day.
This week is going to be hella busy but I only have 2 weeks left of school so if I stay busy it'll fly by, hopefully. Well off to be studious, or probably just take a nap!
I really liked this quote and I think its kinda where Im at right now. This huge part of me is scared of the unknown and the fact that not everything is perfect and lined up how I want it. But who cares? Is it really that hard to just step up to your potential even if theres a chance you'll fail? I guess Im not used to failing and so yeah, it is hard, but I have to do it otherwise I'll end up living my life full of regrets. Anyways....
Had a great weekend with the family. Shaina came Friday and we went over to Brads. Got really drunk, went to some frat party, got even more drunk, left the frat party and ended up back at my apartment. We made a pizza but passed out before we ate it, woke up at 6 and were like what the hell happened? lol, fun night. Saturday, hung over and lovin it, ugh, fixed stuff up for my parents to get here. It was my moms b-day! Yay! So we went downtown and window shopped all day, then went out to dinner then to the glee club concert. It was a great concert but it was 3 hours long!!!! My dad was pissed to say the least. Hes already not a HUGE fan of this kind of stuff but was humoring my mom for her birthday. So at 11 we were finally done and Shaina and I dropped the kids off at the apartment and went out. Went over to Fagans and then to the glee club party where I was promptly left behind. It was fine though. Finally saw Emily fricken Keeping after like 10 years of separation. I missed that girl! Hung out with John and Carl. Those boys crack me up. The cops came so I ended up leaving and went out with Fagan, Shaina and Josh. This is where the drama begins....
His friends were in the diag riding pocket bikes, (for those of you who dont know what they are, they're basically little motorcycles, they look like something a clown or a child would ride.) Well Fagan and Josh decided to ride and this group walks by. As Fagan tries to go around this kid, the guy grabs him and Fagan biffs it off the bike. Well he was up in a flash and beating this kids ass. We all freaked out and all the guys started fighting. This one douche got on top of Fagan and was like spitting in his face. So I tried to pull him off and he pushed me really hard. So..I was furious and kicked him really hard in the ribs. Finally got him off Fagan and then we had some words. I basically told him to f-off and that he should never touch a girl. They all finally left and I am now known as their "biker bitch" cuz I "kicked some guys ass." It was pretty intense but I would never like to do that again.
So Sunday hung out with the fam some more, dad made a wonderful lunch, Fagan came over to eat with us. Went to choir practice which took way to long and then came back here and about crashed for the rest of the day.
This week is going to be hella busy but I only have 2 weeks left of school so if I stay busy it'll fly by, hopefully. Well off to be studious, or probably just take a nap!