Jul 12, 2010 04:07
Et tu 4am? ;D
Yes, awake again. Still. Rather. I think i almost need to break this bad sleeping habit with a spell of being awake for 24 hours again, but despite my insomnia my head usually let's me at least claim 3-4 hours sleep. We shall see what I can manage, but usually endless hours without stimulation send me yawning for sleep. Maybe the key is to bore myself earlier in the night? ;D Who knows.
I don't even know if I can call this true insomnia lately, well tonight's, is just resulting bad sleep patterns from insomnia. I'm also fairly sure I have a sinus infection and girly cramp pain! Owies. But beyond that I find myself with the peace of mind that I am just genuinely happy and blessed for my family. Hard times come to all of us, but if you can be happy even through them. Then good will come through that.
And people like Ron, Arin, Kellee [even though she drives me CRAZY most of the time lately]. My mom, dad, brothers. I just know that I have lots of love and support in my life. I'm so grateful for that.
And honestly, right now my hair looks .. like awesome sex bed hair. And a girl can never be unhappy when she's having great hair. Or at least I cannot. :)