Death is the only thing left..
So Lindsey hates me because I wanted to help her with God.... Everything in the bible says that new christians need to fellowship with other christians and I only want her to come to church once.... Is that too much to ask... as her "friend" she shouldn't think of it as that big of a deal.... It's only one time.... And on top of that I can't stop
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but im not trustworthy appearently. so don't listen to me, maybe.
yeah, so nerves. running very high right about now.
you can't force anybody to be a certain religion, jaime. and if our friendship has pummled because of all this, i must say it's both of our faults. i don't want to go to your church, and you're pushing it on me like "YOU MUST BE THIS WAY." that only pushes someone away.
i must say, structured religion just isn't my thing, jaime. i believe in God. He created this Earth. Life. Yeah. Everything.
I've gone to church all my life. another thing is that I feel weird going to a different religious service, and even a youth group. its so out of place to me, and i need the church that I go to. They're all a lot like me there. And they comprehend and don't question and tell me certain things about what they think is right and about what they think they know is right.
To me..
Believing in God-Yes. Structured, labled religion-No. Spirtuality-Yes-Major. One answer to everything-No. Guidelines-Yes-ish. Understanding-there is a God. Fear-Only of God. Love- Ixnay(ish)only for God.
But I do not think as you. I do not have the same mind set as you. I admire that you have such a determination to fight for what you think is right, but in my world, as you already know, I will always be in the middle of everything. Therefore, I'm standing my ground now and saying that I'm sure of this. I'm not going to fight and say "this is what I believe in," because i don't care if people listen or not. and if it's not something everyone agrees with and finds it to be a good statement, i don't want to offend anyone. I'm keeping to myself now, Jaimador. No more confiding in people, for me. It only hurts me so why even bother? the more someone knows, the easier they can hurt you. and i don't care what anyone thinks so im just going to not care if i say anything or not. if someone asks, yeah ill give em' an answer. but no, im not going to butt in to someones conversation and say "you know what? shut up. you're stupid for believing in what you believe in."
anyway, if our friendship is going to be broken because of religious reasons, so be it. its your decision. i mean, if we just didn't discuss our religious views, im sure we'd get along great like the early days. but im only thinking of the future, and living in the past. i need to learn to just say 'what-ev' and get over myself and HAVE FUN. maybe, we can over come that together?
that is, if there's still friendship lingering.
yeah, this comment is kinda jumbled. i appoligize.
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I will always be your friend and I will always be here for you but whether or not your a friend back is your decision I am from a God of love and that's what I will always have for everyone..
In Christ
Jaime
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So, I take it you're this all-loving-I'm-with-God kinda person. Well that's all bullshit!
For one honey, you cut. Isn't that a sin right there? Self-mutilation? Yet you say you're friend is hanging with all these "Sinful People" Well everyone sins so shut the hell up and your sins are just about as bad as it can get...and you're talking about suicide? Now who's going to Hell? SINNER!!!!
And don't say you're not pushing your God-loving religion on your friends because um....YOU ARE! You want this girl to go to church with you, just once, but you won't leave her alone until she does. THAT'S PUSHING RELIGION UPON HER!!! If your friends don't want to go to church, then they don't want to go. Everyone is different, not everyone thinks like you, or wants to love God. God is not the answer for everything. God is the answer for people who think they need to buy their way into Heaven. You sin and then you go repent. You sin and you repent...on and on and on.
Jesus died like the rest of us. HE ISN'T COMING BACK!!! God? Well, he might not even exist. No one has proof! Without proof, you have nothing. You are nothing.
Get on with your life and stop trying to control everyone else. You're just as much of a sinner and anyone else in this world.
If you want to kill yourself then you should already know you're going to hell, because suicide is a sin dumbass!!!!
So shut up and move on. Life isn't that bad.
GET OVER YOURSELF!!!!!
Sincerely,
Your Fellow Sinner
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