Living?

[jailynxatticus]

Living in denial,
I want it so
Bad.

Living with this pain,
I want it to
Go. Away.

Living with this sorrow,
I want the plague to
Stop.

Living with no love,
I want to
Lash out.

Living with those who hurt you,
I want them to
Suffer.

Living with this hate,
I want to stop
Hating. Myself.

Is this living?