i am a dork
ok...so i saw gwar and am just now recovering from drinking with those boys. derks spoke less than five words the entire day as i took him around town and basically acked like his bitch. this is normal though, so i didnt take offense. i got wasted and told a longtime crush of mine that i would drop everything for one chance with him. i said i make a great housewife and am a great cook as well. i kinda stuck my foot in my mouth over that one, but the sad truth of the matter is that i would love to have a chance at a normal realtionship with him. fuck all the rockstar bullshit and the crackheads i usually go for. id be very happy to settle down with a normal guy that treated me well. besides...i like to have the attention of a guy all to myself if it can happen in a relationship. i always say its ok to screw around...but if i really do like the guy, it hurts my feelings that hes fucking around (behind my back or not). im gonna go jump in the shower and cook up some food. im going to bike nite tonight in prairieville. better make sure i hunt down a jacket before hopping on my bike. its gonna be chilly, like my soul.