every reason to be gone
I woke up, and left the house to run last-minute errands to get away. My dad had wanted both of us to go together, but that wouldn't have been good for me, so I left early and lost myself in the supermarket.
I had lunch, and left the house with a few aunts and uncles to get away; my mom was being more of herself than I thought possible. No one would be looking for me from 2:30 to 4:30, so I had a few hours to be with Moki as he did last-minute shopping for parents who deserved nice things for Christmas. We both wore green, accidentally, again. Peek-a-boo and other things happened over Wendy's.
I had dinner, and left the house with Ramona to Christine's to be with her mom's side of the family, because they're happier. We ended up watching them karaoke, and it was so fun (and slightly infuriating) to see family really together.
I got back in time for midnight, got some gifts, and went online.
Being pressured to be happy just because it's Christmas is irritating, especially when it's not my fault that I am not.
I had lunch, and left the house with a few aunts and uncles to get away; my mom was being more of herself than I thought possible. No one would be looking for me from 2:30 to 4:30, so I had a few hours to be with Moki as he did last-minute shopping for parents who deserved nice things for Christmas. We both wore green, accidentally, again. Peek-a-boo and other things happened over Wendy's.
I had dinner, and left the house with Ramona to Christine's to be with her mom's side of the family, because they're happier. We ended up watching them karaoke, and it was so fun (and slightly infuriating) to see family really together.
I got back in time for midnight, got some gifts, and went online.
Being pressured to be happy just because it's Christmas is irritating, especially when it's not my fault that I am not.