The Midas Touch
Time...
Time is one of those things that either you have too much of or don't have enough of most of the time. But given the fact that time is neither linear, nor is it as solid as most people make it out to be, I'd like to take the next few minutes to make a few conclusions about myself in the time that I've been given tonight.
1: There is nothing that I can do right
2: The people that I befriend, I destroy
3: My decisions are all founded on fallacies
4: Fate is inescapable
In looking back at events not only recent, I have concluded that my life was and is a mistake. There seriously is nothing that can be said that is good or decent about me. I'm like to that of King Midas who has yet to find his fountain to wash in, and never will, constantly making situations worse for not only myself, but for the people around me. It is to this realization that I can truly say that I will be of no use to anyone in my lifetime, nor in the lifetimes to come if I am ever so graciously granted a new life to experience. It is with this realization that I will be withdrawing myself from people, and become a ghost of a shell, with little to say and little to feel.
This will probably be my last post of the year, and with that said, I'd like to thank all the people who have stood up for me in the past, have loved, laughed, and cried with me, and those who simply just said hello. You will not be forgotten.
Time is one of those things that either you have too much of or don't have enough of most of the time. But given the fact that time is neither linear, nor is it as solid as most people make it out to be, I'd like to take the next few minutes to make a few conclusions about myself in the time that I've been given tonight.
1: There is nothing that I can do right
2: The people that I befriend, I destroy
3: My decisions are all founded on fallacies
4: Fate is inescapable
In looking back at events not only recent, I have concluded that my life was and is a mistake. There seriously is nothing that can be said that is good or decent about me. I'm like to that of King Midas who has yet to find his fountain to wash in, and never will, constantly making situations worse for not only myself, but for the people around me. It is to this realization that I can truly say that I will be of no use to anyone in my lifetime, nor in the lifetimes to come if I am ever so graciously granted a new life to experience. It is with this realization that I will be withdrawing myself from people, and become a ghost of a shell, with little to say and little to feel.
This will probably be my last post of the year, and with that said, I'd like to thank all the people who have stood up for me in the past, have loved, laughed, and cried with me, and those who simply just said hello. You will not be forgotten.