Where is the California sunshine?!
It is not warm here. and i do not like it one little bit! I want the warmth!!! california is supposed to be WARM! WE'RE NOT FREAKING ALASKA!
ugh.
not too much going on. Yesterday jarred and i celebrated his longest relationship ever, which was pretty great. today we got a hotel room to save me from having ot be on campus for 4/20. no way do i want to be up on that hill whilst all the students are celebrating the day of weed.
me and matt...well, i don't really want to say were friends anymore. i don't think i can be his friend without him hurting me. and he no longer has motivation to date me, so he doesn't care if im happy or not. it makes me sad, to be honest, because he matters alot to me. but i can't make his choices for him. he is just gonna have to carry on messing up on his own.
i really want some tea.
ugh.
not too much going on. Yesterday jarred and i celebrated his longest relationship ever, which was pretty great. today we got a hotel room to save me from having ot be on campus for 4/20. no way do i want to be up on that hill whilst all the students are celebrating the day of weed.
me and matt...well, i don't really want to say were friends anymore. i don't think i can be his friend without him hurting me. and he no longer has motivation to date me, so he doesn't care if im happy or not. it makes me sad, to be honest, because he matters alot to me. but i can't make his choices for him. he is just gonna have to carry on messing up on his own.
i really want some tea.