Nov 13
Sometimes what you want is what you can't get. Yeah, maybe that's life. I can see that they both got what they want. Perhaps I should just let it be. Letting go is also a bravery.
It's the first time I log on to livejounal in two months. The word busy doesn't even come close to what my life is now. I almost didn't sleep in the last week. And slept less than 10 hours the week before that. The professors are crazy. The mid-terms are exhausting.
They say you won't sad when you lost in a pile of work. Does it mean that I'm not busy enough? But I barely have the time to sleep.
Feels like the ones I can talk to and share my secrets with are not around me. I want to tell them about the guy I'm attracted to, about the fun parties I went to, about the play and activities I participated in, and about the shitty things that happened to me. Well, they're not here. So I'm sitting in front of my computer and typing this.
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It's the heart afraid of breaking
That never takes the chance
It's the dream afraid of waking
That never learns to dance
It's the one who won't be taken
That never seems to give
It's the soul afraid of dying
That never learns to live