May 17, 2007 23:37
Wrote this quite a while ago. Dug it out the other day and decided to post it.
This was written from Dean's point of view. Slash implied, wincest of course.
Solitaire
Dream, and allow the illusion to fool you again
Awaken, and choke on the reality and pain
For the false façade you must wear
But drown in the emptiness nothing can compare
Drift, to the unknown destination and you don’t care
Stop, and once again in the middle of nowhere
The tiring journey that long began
But has never seemed to draw to an end
Drink, and may the alcohol numb your sense
Sleep, but a shadow in your dream leaves you tense
The figure in your fantasy haunts your desire
And your love and lust will consume you with fire
Fall, to keep the tender smile you’ll do whatever it costs
Shatter, without the gentle caress you could never be more lost
Maybe someday you will have to pay the price
But for Hell, with your beloved, it’s paradise
Be silent, without your heart you are just a burning shell
Be greedy, to claim the fallen angel you would give your soul to sell
Though you crave to imprison the seductive body
With those wings, the sinful lips would never belong to thee
Crush, and throw the last bit of sanity you clutch into the flame
Break, somehow you know the one you cherished isn’t to blame
So let go and forget about the moments of pleasure you stole
Then face your fate and allow the Demon to take you whole
poem,
spn,
slash,
sam/ dean