Sep 25, 2005 02:43
just realized that i've never really known anyone ever, in my entire life. i don't know my parents, and i don't know my brother (who is the one person i should know because i was THERE for it all). i feel like a failure, and i don't get how this came to be. wish there was some way to go back and figure it all out, but you really shouldn't have to STUDY your own life.
we are all made up of reactions. as much as we would like to think we have control over our lives, we don't really. knee-jerk reactions are the whole of our inward and outward realities and we just need to learn how to deal with what we've done in a responsible manner.
p.s. when i'm drunk, i become very honest.