depressing hopes
I've been going through an anti-social faze this weekend. Lots of sitting alone (or at least wanting to sense I haven't had much time).
It seems I have lost touch with all of my good friends and I know it's my fault. I want to be their friend but I can't ever keep up with people. I try to mostly no avail. I realized just how bad I am with confrontation. As much as I try to be up-front with everything, I just keep putting off the little things and then it's too late. I had a moment where I realized that I have become my parents and therefore am doomed in any relationship I ever have. It's not too late though; I can change. I'm going to keep working on the confrontation thing and not give up like I want to. Wish me luck.
By the way, I'm sorry everyone. I do love you.
It seems I have lost touch with all of my good friends and I know it's my fault. I want to be their friend but I can't ever keep up with people. I try to mostly no avail. I realized just how bad I am with confrontation. As much as I try to be up-front with everything, I just keep putting off the little things and then it's too late. I had a moment where I realized that I have become my parents and therefore am doomed in any relationship I ever have. It's not too late though; I can change. I'm going to keep working on the confrontation thing and not give up like I want to. Wish me luck.
By the way, I'm sorry everyone. I do love you.