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Eh yo kids,
Well, Dustin and I have broken up, sadly. I knew updating my journal on a regular basis would bring nothing but bad luck for my relationship...I'm such a dunk.
So....I dunno where to go from here. I'm sad, very sad, but I believe things happen for a readson, and perhaps its over for some reason, I hope. Its very strange to say, but i thought I'd be wtih him for a long time, maybe even get married one day, but i know that'll never happen now. I'm drunk, so pardon this half ass update.
God, if there is one, I hate my life. what dose this pain mean? Why do I insist on living when there is nothing but heart aech surrounding me??? Is it a test of my will power to over come diversity? Is it a test of my faith in a higher being? If it is any of the above then I wish no longer to live, grant me the strength I need and prove to me you exist. Life is too hard for a fragile person such as myself, and if you dont end this mess you call life, I for one will.
Well, Dustin and I have broken up, sadly. I knew updating my journal on a regular basis would bring nothing but bad luck for my relationship...I'm such a dunk.
So....I dunno where to go from here. I'm sad, very sad, but I believe things happen for a readson, and perhaps its over for some reason, I hope. Its very strange to say, but i thought I'd be wtih him for a long time, maybe even get married one day, but i know that'll never happen now. I'm drunk, so pardon this half ass update.
God, if there is one, I hate my life. what dose this pain mean? Why do I insist on living when there is nothing but heart aech surrounding me??? Is it a test of my will power to over come diversity? Is it a test of my faith in a higher being? If it is any of the above then I wish no longer to live, grant me the strength I need and prove to me you exist. Life is too hard for a fragile person such as myself, and if you dont end this mess you call life, I for one will.