2 very long trips down memory lane....
Well, I have school at 8 a.m. and here I am at 2:30 am updating my journal. 2 hours ago I was ready for bed and just for kicks came to see who's updated, Jayk has, but it's had to understand what he's talking about. Weez hasnt much, and has erased all her old entries. So, that left me with Jayme, read ALL her entries, she's such a good poet, even the entries that are sad are still beautiful, I don't know where she gets her creativity from, but I personally love it. Then on to Ed's journal, he hasnt updated in over a year, but I decided to read all his entries, some of them gave me a weird feeling, all the memories came flooding back at a rapid rate, I feel really conflicted, there are times I'll sit here and think of calling him to hang out, but I now remember why we're not friends anymore, sadly, I loved him, and still do, but we had such a volitil relationship. Then on to Braxtons, he's updated, at least within the past few months, I read the "friends profile" and laughed, not at what he had to say but looking back I can recall everyone of those people at that point in their lives, how much most everyone has changed(from what i can see), and how there is that one person that has not changed, at all, and never will, just as Brax predicted. I read about the times that we'll never have back, the life I once knew and the new one I've made for myself, gosh, how I long for those times and those friendships, but, if I little magical genie appeared right now I wouldnt go back. I'm one of those people(as most of you know)that dislike change, fear it, but my world is such a better place today, I've learned that nothing lasts forever, that family taken in context is nothing more than a deffinition, that "family is always there for you" is an untrue statment. Friends, sadly, come and go, some linger, others are gone forever and all we have are memories, or journal updates to remind us that once upon a time you had a good time, even if it was short lived.
Well, that was fun, sad and funny, all at the same time.
And now as they say it, a new chapter to be written, and more to come after that...The ending will be short, I don''t know who will be there or where i'll be at that point in time...All I know is the story ends when I die.
Well, that was fun, sad and funny, all at the same time.
And now as they say it, a new chapter to be written, and more to come after that...The ending will be short, I don''t know who will be there or where i'll be at that point in time...All I know is the story ends when I die.